im getting rid of this damn thing its done nothing but couse me trouble.. peace out, have fun people write me an email i guess... brandon_hanley04@yahoo.com if you feel you should.. bye

new things in life... none.. lol i am confused on how i should be acting since sabrina has gone, i dont know if i should be acting single or if should act taken...i'll just fall into being me here soon but i feel loved, people have been calling to hang out all the time and it rules... but somethings screams fishy... about a few... and i miss ( Read more... )

so sabrina and i are in a fight type thing today and i hate it... i thought that we made plans to be alone cuz as much time as we spend together we're always in a group.. last night was really the first time i've been alone with her and it was great. and i know she has friends that she wants to see and hang out with and all that but come on when ( Read more... )

so yeah this blows my girlfriend leaves in 2 weeks and lets see. I HAVE MONO.. FUCK YOU WHO EVER FUCKING GAVE IT TO ME WHEN I FIND OUT WHO OR WHAT I VILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! and on other hands my mom had sugery today... i hope that things went fine for her. my sister is still pragnet they couldn't get her water to break or her to 'diolate' what ( Read more... )

my mum has to get cancer removed sometime this week.. im SOO fucking scared! i wish to cry but i cant let my self do this.

so as the title says i figured this would happen. i've lost my best friend out side of sabrina and after me and sabrina have gotten back together. now we are apart again. i dont understand what is going on but i feel so numb and cold... things that are going on make no sence to me. im hurting so bad cuz shes done something She clams she would ahve ( Read more... )

when will the hurting stop?
why cant i make this pain dissapear like all the rest?
what is it about you that is so fucking compelling?
why cant this be true?
why???

"heads we will tails we'll try again"

no matter what its like a new with you from day one till day onethousand

i hurt soo deeply..

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so here is whats up with me.. me and sabrina broke up yeah, but i feel like if im with another girl then im physicly ill, its not the same. i see her and i see happyness. i see a drive that moves me to wake up in the day, to get out of bed and live. with out her i am nothing but a blob of drool staining a bed sheet.. i want to do what ever makes ( Read more... )

its over... it hurt im still shaking... why? early? now? fucked up things... yeah i did.. but thats me the locol fuck up... want someting done so wrong even god seems to show no mercy... LOOK AT ME ( Read more... )