gwad i need this feeling to go away
so yeah this blows my girlfriend leaves in 2 weeks and lets see. I HAVE MONO.. FUCK YOU WHO EVER FUCKING GAVE IT TO ME WHEN I FIND OUT WHO OR WHAT I VILL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! and on other hands my mom had sugery today... i hope that things went fine for her. my sister is still pragnet they couldn't get her water to break or her to 'diolate' what ever so she goes in on munday for the same thing and if it doesnt work this time she will be haveing a sesarian section.. my prayrs go out to everyone who isn't having the best of times right now. also i think sabrina may have mono, im hoping to god not cuz that will making flying to florida hell for her and i dont want that... god no.. anywho it hurts soo bad i want to just cut out my swollen glans in the thought area with a rusty hack saw.. FUCK i cant swallow with out feeling like there are a thousand razor blades in my thought.. few things make it better and the worst part is at night ohh somewheres around 4 am or 5am i wake up and then puke for about 2-3 hours and its not a good thing to be puking up flem... chunky runny discolored flem... last night was the first time i hacked up blood tho so im kind of scared... lord be with me.
later all
later all