I’m a catalyst for relationships ( Read more... )

Someday, I'll look back and think that ( Read more... )

So take a look and see ( Read more... )

At 4am she came out of the blue. I haven't seen such red since I've seen you. I'm upset, but I'm fine I'm just surprised you're so unemotional. She said, in reply, "and I did some drinking and it's got me thinking of you."

Oh Sunday's, why must you be a constant reminder?

I don't understand why I have no problem blocking things out of my mind every other day, but succumb to them on Sundays.

I mean, it's been four months. Why won't it just stop?

Fuck. Perhaps she was right. Maybe I am a sociopath.

This is the first day of my life
Swear I was born right in the doorway.

My insecurities are getting the best of me ( Read more... )

Where do I begin? I think that I will just make this into a true rant posting ( Read more... )

I know that I need one of these entries more than anything but I can't even fathom where to begin. Please excuse the mess that will follow. It will most definitely be out of chronological order and seem nothing short of a hodge podge of random thoughts.

Where did the last 4 years go? I can't stop wondering what I am going to do with college. I know ( Read more... )

This time one year ago I was homeless. Living in my van. Showering when my friends parents were at work. Eating when my friends couldn't finish the meal on their plates. I couldn't honestly see anything getting any better. It was close to the hardest time in my life ( Read more... )