how i've missed this
i've missed live journal. i don't always feel like picking up a pencil and writing things out on paper. it makes my hand cramp and lately i've been writing so much that my hand's been cramping rather frequently.
i've missed maryville college. going back to maryville college is the best thing that has ever happened to me. after a 6 year journey to fix what i so disturbingly destroyed, i finally am back to take revenge on my former self and finish what i started so short ago. i've taken it one step, class, and day at a time. i've had a convincingly real flashbacks, literally like the kind seen in a movie. one can never bury their memories or past enough.
over the past year since i was last employed i've missed cedar point less and less. i'm surprised at how easy it was to break loose. much easier than i imagined. i think luke made it possible. i do miss several people that are still there, and i hope that staying there is the right decision for them, but i was certain and still am, that leaving was the right decision for me. too many lies, too many broken rules, too much corruption. yes, i will find that anywhere, whether i am employed there or only observing, but what i know is that i won't do it for so little pay.
next time i write i will unload all my peeves with the place. i don't think there are many more, if any more, that were only a team leader and knew as much as i did. i think there are sups there that still don't know as much as i did. and i probably only knew the half of it. it isn't to brag. it's to give a reason as to why i left.
i've missed maryville college. going back to maryville college is the best thing that has ever happened to me. after a 6 year journey to fix what i so disturbingly destroyed, i finally am back to take revenge on my former self and finish what i started so short ago. i've taken it one step, class, and day at a time. i've had a convincingly real flashbacks, literally like the kind seen in a movie. one can never bury their memories or past enough.
over the past year since i was last employed i've missed cedar point less and less. i'm surprised at how easy it was to break loose. much easier than i imagined. i think luke made it possible. i do miss several people that are still there, and i hope that staying there is the right decision for them, but i was certain and still am, that leaving was the right decision for me. too many lies, too many broken rules, too much corruption. yes, i will find that anywhere, whether i am employed there or only observing, but what i know is that i won't do it for so little pay.
next time i write i will unload all my peeves with the place. i don't think there are many more, if any more, that were only a team leader and knew as much as i did. i think there are sups there that still don't know as much as i did. and i probably only knew the half of it. it isn't to brag. it's to give a reason as to why i left.