not a lot going on.... i have court on the 22nd, hopefully they will let jess off easy. i just realized today i get to see Muse next month :) yayayaya! so excited. oh dustin has a break on the 22nd and he is trying to get his mom to buy him a ticket to come to va and see me. that would make me so unbelieveably to happy to see him even if its only ( Read more... )

ugh my life is boring. i spend my days watching movies and cleaning :/ im still waiting to hear back from the 43921674839 million places i applied. i might end up going back to kentacohut since they are hiring and i am desperate. its not like it would be for a long time anyways. hopefully just a few months. i really hope dustin gets a job soon, he ( Read more... )

i know having a baby now would be a horrible idea but i cant help but wanting one :/ fortunately dustin wont give into my desires until he know we are ready. im glad one of us is smart.

today was soooo much fun! me and dustin have been getting along better than ever. im so fucking happppy. anyways today i hung out with hillary and we went to the mall and i got a vampire weekend shirt, then her mom ordered us pizza and we went and swam in her pool and talked and then talked some more. we mostly talked a lot about getting married. ( Read more... )

i seriously fucking hate it here. i just want to be with Dustin. i hate not being able to have sex or having anyone to talk to or cuddle with or wrestle with or chill with or watch tv, drink, go on random drives, heck i even miss having someone to fight with. i cant wait to see him again. the sooner the better.
im like so depressed without him. i ( Read more... )

i keep having really weird dreams...thats not really new, but like...i cant tell them apart from reality lately. like i had a dream that i was watching tv and a music video was on mtv for white sky by vampire weekend and it was new and so i called dustin to tell him and we were talking and whatever and then i woke up and was like "oh it was just a ( Read more... )

yay!!! moving day is almost hereee!!! :) im so excited. i thought i would be sad but im not at all. im just like overly hyper and excited. i still have so much to do before sunday though, i tried to get a lot done today but i failed. that means tomorrow i have to....go to the dmv, go shopping, go to the at&t store, finish packing, clean, write a ( Read more... )

Dustin and I had a talk this morning/today. We are going to try to have a baby after we get married and he has a job. This will be early next year. I am so happy and excited I can not even tell you. It is really weird actually. Anyways. I hope we have a girl. I don't like boys. They are annoying and loud and smell.

well Dustin and I decided it would be a wise financial decision if we got married just me and him and my mom and brother and sister and his parents at the justice of the peace and had a small reception afterwards and then in a few years when we have more money have another wedding. I'm ok with this, it saves a lot of money and takes a lot of stress ( Read more... )

Ahh I haven't updated in so long. So many awesome things have happened. OK. For starters, I was super nervous about Dustin coming to visit...but I had no reason to be. Everything turned out better than I could have imagined. I ended up staying at his hotel with him for the whole time he was here, like I literally never left his side...except for ( Read more... )