Sorry I was gone so long. May I was in California and it re-sparked my PTSD and I've been dealing with a lot of anxiety, depression, and out of control feelings since then. I just started Pristiq. I'm also on Metformin now because I might have PCOS. If I don't start losing weight in a couple months I will see an endocrinologist about adrenal ( Read more... )

( Obsessions )

292: recommend a few Tumblr’s and write why you recommended them ( Read more... )

My house is small, one floor, and light yellow with a two-car garage with an attic. The rooms are very tiny and the ceilings are relatively low. There is the living room, my bedroom, Michael's little room, the kitchen, the bathroom, the big back room, and back bathroom ( Read more... )

Day 16: Dream house

A fairy tale-like castle with turrets and window seats and giant windows and balconies and a koi pond.

( 30 Day Meme )

Today I was quite anxious. This was due to some situations that make me very anxious normally, but I also might have forgotten to take Ritalin today. For me the greatest difference I notice with Ritalin now is that it helps my anxiety during the day. Michael and I left his house in the early afternoon and we had to do a bunch of errands and ( Read more... )

Today I volunteered at the cat shelter again. I think I'm going to mainly help with socializing the cats and I was told each time I go someone who knows the place better will tell me a cat to socialize with who needs more help socializing with people and I will spend time with them. Today I spent time with a 2 year old male cat named Bruiser. He ( Read more... )

Again, I took extra anxiety medication early this evening. I tried going without it, but I was really irritable and angry. I talked to Michael for awhile and I'm less mad. He's going to try the test again Tuesday and then probably come to my house after that. I just don't deal with stress well... I wish I could find a new way of dealing with ( Read more... )

Last night I had a big anxiety attack over finances and a few other things. I kept calling my mother and Michael. I took my anxiety pills 3 times yesterday (the maximum I'm supposed to take them). They did help, though. However, I woke up today feeling pretty sick. I have a stomachache so I probably won't eat much today. I did have oatmeal at ( Read more... )

Michael and I just measured my kitchen to put down the new flooring we will buy tomorrow. My mother will do most of the hard work:-( I feel bad about it. I'm so bad at some of this house stuff... It is my birthday present from her. Hopefully this new tile will be easier to clean, but the tile that's there now is ancient. Also I found out from ( Read more... )