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I'm going crazy. seriously. this is not healthy.
i haven't seen matt for a week, tomorrow. and i probably won't be seeing him for the next couple of weeks.
how did i survive him being in jail? oh yeah, i was doing massive amounts of drugs every night. sigh.
i wish i could just sleep through the next two weeks.
how would i ever really break up with him? seriously. i can't even be away from him for a week without losing my sanity. FUCK.
and not to mention, i really think i'm a sex addict. like, no joke. i think i have a problem. fucking sucks.
nadine is obsessed with her boyfriend.. and i surprisingly don't hate it. it's n nice to talk to someone about normal relatoinship things. and i love how excited she gets about things that i used to get excited! new loves are sooo exciting!
i haven't seen matt for a week, tomorrow. and i probably won't be seeing him for the next couple of weeks.
how did i survive him being in jail? oh yeah, i was doing massive amounts of drugs every night. sigh.
i wish i could just sleep through the next two weeks.
how would i ever really break up with him? seriously. i can't even be away from him for a week without losing my sanity. FUCK.
and not to mention, i really think i'm a sex addict. like, no joke. i think i have a problem. fucking sucks.
nadine is obsessed with her boyfriend.. and i surprisingly don't hate it. it's n nice to talk to someone about normal relatoinship things. and i love how excited she gets about things that i used to get excited! new loves are sooo exciting!