So its been a while since i have written on here wow maybe over a year alot has happened since the last entry........zachary and i  got married june 1 2007 and well its been great. we have moved out of the parents house and now are looking for a bigger place.  Savannahs turning two adn well im so sad and excited at the same time its like i wish she ( Read more... )

So lets see how long has it been? Its like i have a certain time period wher i finally update i should stop that. 
So well al lot of thigs have happened savannah has reflux and well she has to be on medications but if thats all that is wrong with her thank gosh.
Jessica has ran her mouth about me being a bad mom and well all i have to say is its not ( Read more... )

So here is an very over due update: Well i had my very beautiful baby girl augst 14 at 7:08 pm.  She was 6 lbs 9ozs 22 and 1/4 inches long. It was a long wait i was induced that sunday night in labor all day monday and had her by csection monday night. It was a long and i mean long recovery with all the complications but i am well now and all i can ( Read more... )

So anyways back to the subj.
So basically i feel like i have been slapped in the face. I told mom that if doug was around that i was not taking the baby over there and she said she understood but what is she doing? I understand she is having money problems and problems with the girls but why put yourself in that environment again? I dont know. i ( Read more... )

So this is more like and update / venting session i need to have before i explode.
Mom and the girls once again moved in with doug and welli have already told mom that savannah will not be around very much because i dont want my child to be around that thing. I wont subject my child to his lies and stories and well just to him. I hate him i wish ( Read more... )

Lets see.....We finally decided that we are just going to slap on some paint and pull up the carpet for the babies room. Im happy because now things are going to get done.
I went to "How to care for you newborn" and Breastfeeding classes and they were good. I learned alot and now no alot of secrets about how to take care of a newborn. 
I have to go ( Read more... )

The other night i felt like a damn of emotions broke and a flood of tears can shortly after. I guess its part of pregnancy or just wht all has happened and well i have not been able to express myself to anyone and well they finally came out. Poor zach dosent know what to do in those situations and well sometimes he just holds me and that is all i ( Read more... )

So how long has it been since i had updated well too long to count so lets start off with my birthday which was great because well first sarah and i got to hang out and that was fun. We hung out at the mall and then she took me to lunch which was also good because i was hungray. Ive had a few doctors visits since then and well turns out i have ( Read more... )

So lets see i am supposed to be watching ashlyn but nanny came home to take pawpaw to the doctor and i came here to do nothing. Tomorrow i dont have to watch her but i do have to spend the whole day cleaning because my dad is comming down to go to the doctor with me to see if hes going to have a grand daughter or son which he will be happy either ( Read more... )

So lets see the reason i have not written in this thing is because i forgot my password (hello i made it up) and today is the only time i have to correct it so here i am. 
So things that have happened,
                1.) I have now experienced the emtional part of being pregnant the other night zach and i were playing and i turned over in the bed ( Read more... )