Killing some time....
So lets see i am supposed to be watching ashlyn but nanny came home to take pawpaw to the doctor and i came here to do nothing. Tomorrow i dont have to watch her but i do have to spend the whole day cleaning because my dad is comming down to go to the doctor with me to see if hes going to have a grand daughter or son which he will be happy either way i have a feeling its a boy but still i have no idea.
I miss zachary. Even though we live together and go to sleep every night in the same bed its still like we never spend time together and i wish he was home but i know he has to work to earn money we have a baby on the way and well hes work 12-14 hour days and well thats alot of overtime and its time in a half so its good money.
Nana had to go to the hospital and shes back and better but i wish she was somewhere else besides that house bobby reminds me of doug and all of you who know him know the type im talking about. O h well nana will do what she wants and all we can do is worry. Friday can not get here any sooner. Im so excited i just wish i had other people to share it with because well besides family i have no one else sarah is busy and well shes the only person i talk to person to person and well to be honest we never talk anymore which may be because i dont know i guess we have to get used to it we both are in different parts of our lives and we seem to be in our own different worlds and when we are together we clash and well it may end up bad in the end. Well im done venting i need to clean up a little bit so its not alot when i get home.
I miss zachary. Even though we live together and go to sleep every night in the same bed its still like we never spend time together and i wish he was home but i know he has to work to earn money we have a baby on the way and well hes work 12-14 hour days and well thats alot of overtime and its time in a half so its good money.
Nana had to go to the hospital and shes back and better but i wish she was somewhere else besides that house bobby reminds me of doug and all of you who know him know the type im talking about. O h well nana will do what she wants and all we can do is worry. Friday can not get here any sooner. Im so excited i just wish i had other people to share it with because well besides family i have no one else sarah is busy and well shes the only person i talk to person to person and well to be honest we never talk anymore which may be because i dont know i guess we have to get used to it we both are in different parts of our lives and we seem to be in our own different worlds and when we are together we clash and well it may end up bad in the end. Well im done venting i need to clean up a little bit so its not alot when i get home.