i'm just a crack in the ass of humanity.
so as my ipod of shuffling songs today while i was sitting outside and enjoying the 80 degree weather and burning some skin cells, it landed on a song that could encompass my feelings towards casanova (this is todd. i refuse to call him anything else from now on.) and his new gal pal. and what do you know, kimya dawson sings it.
Just because I don't say anything,
Doesn't mean I don't like you.
I open my mouth and I try and i try
But no words came out.
Without 40 oz. of social skills
I'm just an ass in the crack of humanity.
I'm just a huge manitee.
A huge manitee.
And besides you're probably holding hands
With some skinny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands and
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you
And stay up late and watch cartoons.
yeah. i told him yesterday about how it ruined my night and i don't approve of this girl. i think he thought it of a joke because he laughed it off. sad.
i was just snubbed by a girl that sits next to me in this class. she was 3 years ahead of me at mercy, and friends with an older sister of one of my friends. she saw us talking today, and just asked me if i knew her and such.
"yeah, i went to high school with molly & her older sister."
cool. i'm in molly's same grade, jerk.
oh well. i'm not bummed about it. i'm getting pretty used to being invisible, and i know that at mercy i definitely was for the first 2 years.
homer's matt called me at 2:30 last night and asked me out on friday night.
first of all. just because i saw him the day before sitting outside of delice does not mean i necessarily wanted to see him again after the fiasco (i was over at his house for a little get-together. of course, he was drunk, and so was this high school chick. story short i left due to their fooling around in an upstairs bedroom. statutory rape is not a turn on for me).
secondly i was so perturbed by this phone call that i couldn't fall asleep until 4. faaaantastic.
in other news, i can't wait for travis to come home. of course he's not excited about it. i know his hatred for omaha is still present, but now he's grown apart from me. i just miss his company. and i'm hoping after a few days he will allow things to get back to normal and we can enjoy our summer together and get this drama behind us.
Just because I don't say anything,
Doesn't mean I don't like you.
I open my mouth and I try and i try
But no words came out.
Without 40 oz. of social skills
I'm just an ass in the crack of humanity.
I'm just a huge manitee.
A huge manitee.
And besides you're probably holding hands
With some skinny, pretty girl that likes to
Talk about bands and
All I wanna do is ride bikes with you
And stay up late and watch cartoons.
yeah. i told him yesterday about how it ruined my night and i don't approve of this girl. i think he thought it of a joke because he laughed it off. sad.
i was just snubbed by a girl that sits next to me in this class. she was 3 years ahead of me at mercy, and friends with an older sister of one of my friends. she saw us talking today, and just asked me if i knew her and such.
"yeah, i went to high school with molly & her older sister."
cool. i'm in molly's same grade, jerk.
oh well. i'm not bummed about it. i'm getting pretty used to being invisible, and i know that at mercy i definitely was for the first 2 years.
homer's matt called me at 2:30 last night and asked me out on friday night.
first of all. just because i saw him the day before sitting outside of delice does not mean i necessarily wanted to see him again after the fiasco (i was over at his house for a little get-together. of course, he was drunk, and so was this high school chick. story short i left due to their fooling around in an upstairs bedroom. statutory rape is not a turn on for me).
secondly i was so perturbed by this phone call that i couldn't fall asleep until 4. faaaantastic.
in other news, i can't wait for travis to come home. of course he's not excited about it. i know his hatred for omaha is still present, but now he's grown apart from me. i just miss his company. and i'm hoping after a few days he will allow things to get back to normal and we can enjoy our summer together and get this drama behind us.