the bottom line [1 / 3]
Title: The Bottom Line
Pairing: ot12, really
Part: 1 / 3
Genre: Romance, Angst, Action
Summary: Kim Jongin is finally out of the asylum and Kyungsoo is a roamin' catholic
( Jongdae isn’t scared of knives or kidnappings, threats or committing murder. He wouldn’t be in this business if things like that pulls him undone. What gets him on edge however, are t-shirts that are slowly losing the scent of its owner, journal pages that’d never get written down. Sometimes, death isn’t as scary as losing evidences of your existence )
Pairing: ot12, really
Part: 1 / 3
Genre: Romance, Angst, Action
Summary: Kim Jongin is finally out of the asylum and Kyungsoo is a roamin' catholic
( Jongdae isn’t scared of knives or kidnappings, threats or committing murder. He wouldn’t be in this business if things like that pulls him undone. What gets him on edge however, are t-shirts that are slowly losing the scent of its owner, journal pages that’d never get written down. Sometimes, death isn’t as scary as losing evidences of your existence )
Please please don't forget your Singapore-AFF-friend when you become as big as changdictator, fumerie, adorableprince etc
I can literally see you blooming into a great writer, no waitttt- better than that.
Fly bbbbb flyyyyy.
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forget.
you.
are you freaking serious or..?
& i think it's really weird how i'm at the point where i think my writing is okay, but i've never felt more pressured. i'm glad that people understand my non-sense, but i really don't know. i just know that you're one of the people who inspire me to work harder [and here i promised myself to save your valentines message for valentines]. because if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't have reached out to a wider audience or try to start somewhere new, or set my goals higher.
so really.
thank you.
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But really, you are a good writer (always have been) and you are so freaking capable of being so much better, until uberchrome-is-so-famous and I just felt like I am not worthy anymore(?) it's just cause your writing is so impeccable now and I'm just overwhelm with so many feelssss T^T you are constantly improving whereas I'm slowly declining because thou focusing on studies.
Remember when we used to just write Luyoon all the way and you were writing all the cheesy fics because somebody hates angst? I just feel like we can never go back to those days and that you are not just one- but already several steps above me.
Melodramatic meishi is melodramatic sryyy ok ok *sobs and hands myself a tissue ( ... )
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You get me all sentimental for bringing those good old days. I never imagined myself writing angst or posting to livejournal. I was literally biting my nails the first time I posted in SNCJ. I feel like everyone's just so almighty and beyond me. But then, you know, sometimes I keep quiet and that's when I learned to differentiate the good ones from the bad.
There are plenty here in Lj who writes wonderfully, but they lack plot and most of all, feelings & idk how I realized this. I thought 'hey, maybe I can pull this off'.
Thinking about our Luyoon days makes me feel nostalgic. It's like looking at childhood pictures and having mini glimpses of what happened or what I felt at that particular time.
and please believe me when I say that you're one of the reasons why I work hard and tried to improve, really. You're such a great friend who does nothing but lift me up and I suddenly feel like a graduating kindergartner hanging on to your shirt.This whole fic is gonna be ( ... )
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It's a different and tougher battle out here but I believe that you can do it! Just give it some time and your fics will be known ok? (Y) (not a butt crack, but a thumbs up)
And I feel like a proud mum watching you soar. I can't believe it, it's only yesterday when we were wallposting each other about being unsure in stepping into LJ. Can you believe it? Wallposting? In AFF? IDE. T.T
I thought that you were already good back then. But now you're better. God, lien.
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