I don't do this nearly enough. I probably say that every time too.  I've found myself re-reading old posts a lot; sometimes looking for something specific (hoping I wrote it down) and other times just bored and curious.  Then I tell myself that I should keep writing so that 5 years from now I can look back on NOW.  Anyhow, we'll see how it goes ( Read more... )

That word: Enough, it does not mean what you think it means...

( yakety yak )

 Very rarely can I look at myself in a mirror and not be "icked-out" by what I see.  It's even more rare to see a picture of myself that I actually like.  The last time I looked at a picture of me and thought "Damn, I am HOT" was about 10 years or more....let's change that shall we? :-D


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I'm having an internal debate about changing my name.  Anothony asked if I was going to change my name, so I asked him if he wanted me to.  He said he didn't really care either way, it was up to me; that at first he'd thought he wanted me to have his last name, but we've been together so long that it doesn't really matter now.  I think that he'd ( Read more... )

It's official, I'm now a Mrs. :D I'll be sure to post some pics once I get them.  I wasn't as much of a nutcase as I thought I would be....others around me might disagree, but I'm talking more internally here.  For years I overly stressed and over analyized the ceremony and meaning and whatnot.  I thought I'd cry more, I thought I'd be scared, I ( Read more... )

So back around Christmas, when we were visiting Anothony's family we were given a number of household items; one of which was a very nice dark-colored kitchen table.  It's a square table that seats 8 (when you use the sleeve) and is tall, you need bar-stool height chairs for it.  Well, we got the table but no chairs.  Anyhow, we get the table home ( Read more... )

I had convinced myself that I am OK, and it has become aparant that I am not.
My wedding invitations went out last week.  I finally found a decent affordable photographer. Everything is coming together quite nicely and for all intents and purposes, easy and drama free.  My parents and siblings know that I am Pagan (for lack of a better term), ( Read more... )

Now that my wedding is less than 4 months away (and we got our tax returns...that's really the big one there) we decided it was time to actually DO something.  Since I don't want to spend a fortune, I've been looking for as much DIY, e-bay or dollar-store stuff as I can get. :)  All 'classy' stuff though; well, as classy as dollar-store can be ( Read more... )

I've been a bad elljay poster, but been keeping up on my reading.  I usually type a page and a half for an update, but nobody really wants all the little mundane details anyway (and if for some sadistic reason you do, feel free to email me: tzhebee at gmail dot com ( Read more... )

Yeah, so there are about 25 kazillion things running through my mind and I'm a freaking wreck. Last night I had what I would consider a complete emotional break-down...and it was triggered by *the* stupidest thing! I went from one emotional extreme to the other and back again in the blink of an eye; I was pissed, then sad, then scared, then happy ( Read more... )