i called in sick this morning. i do not feel as sick as many other days when i just sucked it up and went in but i just needed a day. and i feel guilty about it but i feel like i needed it. the honeymoon period of my internship is over. which isn't to say that i don't still love it and i don't still love the kids but it's just really hard sometimes ( Read more... )

so i am still very early in the job but sometimes, when i am there, i feel like my heart could explode. i feel so lucky because i just love it SO MUCH. i love that i get to focus on the child and their heart. i get to focus on the social and emotional aspects of who they are. it is my job to see the best in them, to sing their praises. i like that ( Read more... )