haven't slept. at all. not even my standard 20 minute doze.

sick. headache. throat ache. nose. most of my joints hurt. i keep coughing, makes everything worse.

i'm cold.

my speakers are broken and this fact makes me somewhat annoyed.

yay. been sick the past two days, and I'm pissed.

Weeeeeeell I'm feeling shitty and somewhat betrayed ( Read more... )

Something tells me I've been worrying about the Jack drama too much.

Said 'something' is the first nightmare I've had in forever, about Jack coming into my room and trying to kill me with a crowbar.

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Jack is still a douche who should die

Ari's mother is still awful

I'm still angry that she hasn't broke up with Jack and called the cops on her mother

( vivo vixi victum )

( fucking ouroboros )

( she's over her head )

Tony...is not okay. He can barely walk, or eat, or drink. Half of his meows are wheezes. He might be put to sleep today, too, but things happen.

We love him so much. And Tony-cat's been with me for as long as I can remember. Every childhood memory has my Norwegian Forest kitty in the background.

Dammit.

Woke up at 2:30 in the morning and ended up ( Read more... )