why does Ari need someone to date anyway? I don't get it. Does she need someone to be extra close? I thought Dub and I were...I love her more than I thought I could love anyone but dating? what is the point? I really don't understand it. I mean...I'm not exaggerating. Not pulling my thoughts to their farthest extent for emphasis. I don't understand.
What did Jack do for her that we couldn't? He did something right in the beginning. He seemed okay a year or two ago, but I wouldn't want to date him then, either. Jakku--
and now I'm pissed again. it is 3:56AM, the little cunt has been haunting mu dreams I am in pain I feel like I'm going to hurl this dilemma is getting me nowhere
ssstupid little cunt bastard i'll kill him i'll kill him i'll kill him I'll KILL him I'll kill him I'll kill him i'll kill him fucking little monster i'll KILL him
creep is threatening to suicide if she leaves. ha. never thought I'd be annoyed to find someone who'd react to a suicide somewhat related to them more than a blink and a shrug--
/shiver/ Christ it is cold fuck I hurt and I just noticed 'ari' can be pushed around to 'ira', wrath. talk about irony.