Jul 11, 2005 19:55
Not much is going on with me lately. I really think that it's the same for everyone. I've been liveing up my last days of freedom, before school. by becoming an alocoholic it's okay thought, I'll stop when I'm ready. right now I feel as if I need a ciggerette and a drink but I fight it because whatever I really don't have to have things. I spent most of my paycheck on paying people back or music relatied stuff. so I really don't have any cash to get anything right now. I was studying for my tests on thursday but i stopped because it was starting to frustraite me.i might go pick up a pack of ciggerettes now that i think about it. but I don't think I'll drink.