Once again I'm up. I really need to get some sleep. My brain is shuting down. My trought hurts. I'm sick my ear still hurts. I want a pickel. I really need to get laid. But i don't want to get laid. I don't like sex. I haven't had sex in almost two years. and thats not going to change anytime soon. I'm really sad Ahsha had my purple beta in her ( Read more... )

I'm so sick and tired of everyone right now....I really hate the idea of life right now..not mine...other peoples. I hate your fucking stupid shit

you have a freak flag you just don't fly it

why does anger fill my being the anger makes me feel alive some times it's all that i have left somtimes and it fill me so yep

Sometimes I really don't want to live anymore. I don't really have anything to live for, except that I'm to chicken shit to acctully do anything about it. I really don't want to upset my friends, I don't want the attention from it. I just want the pain to go away. why won't the pain go away? why does it just get heavier and heavier year after year ( Read more... )

Right now it's like three twenty six in the morrning and I'm listening to 80's cartoon theme's remixs heh. does that make me a stoner loser? *psh* naw. heh. no really it's sorta entertaining. no really hunting them down then downloading them and the fruits of my labor....listening to what could be speed racer and trixy having orgasms.....hell yeah ( Read more... )

Well it's been a long week of sleepyness. I went to savannah to hang out with William, George, Kool-aid, and patty. That was fun, I've never just walked up into a bar like I owned the place ordered a drink didn't get carded and sat there drinking. I was DD so i really didn't get to enjoy it as much as i should have though. I drove George's blazer ( Read more... )

I feel sick. sick sick sick sick sick.

I feel rather sad right now. I really don't know why, I don't like it. I want free. oh well see you all when I get there.