so very much has changed since i last posted.

i'm engaged to my wonderful daryl and will be getting handfasted on june 21st. i'm still living in east london, but will be moving to north west london (with daryl) in june (hopefully!). I start uni in september, studying commercial music. i'm happy, i'm not so skint, have great mates, and things are ( Read more... )

it's been nearly 2 years since i've posted on here...a very long time....

so much has happened, i've got my own flat, me and chris have split, i'm at college studying music tech, my life is a mess...ok so one thing hasn't changed!

just a little note for now....

the day before my birthday ( Read more... )

i keep forgetting to update this ( Read more... )

hell it's been a long time since i've written here ( Read more... )

well...

long time since i updated...

but i now live in london, and i'm about to go into care....scary yes, but i need this. life in spain was going from bad to worse so i i desided to come back to see if i caould rebuild my life...

and i have nothing much more to say...

Feel like i'm on a bit of a downer at the moment. everything seems to be against me, even my own mother. I've been a bit upset the last few days and she said she wouldn't have me "pineing" or she wouldn't let me go back to England. If that becomes the case then i'll take my passport and fucking walk i have to. The English channel might be a bit of ( Read more... )

i feel like i've given myself some kind of complex. I feel like the answer is right infront of me, and i'm reaching out into the darkness and i just can't quite reach....maybe it's like a little child trying to get to a shelf....i just have to wait until i pass some more road blocks, and grow as a person ( Read more... )

my mum said to me today..."oh you do know that we'll not have any landline or internet for at least 2 weeks when we move".....:O WHAT ( Read more... )

I'd rebuild the UN ( Read more... )