just a phase i'm going through
Feel like i'm on a bit of a downer at the moment. everything seems to be against me, even my own mother. I've been a bit upset the last few days and she said she wouldn't have me "pineing" or she wouldn't let me go back to England. If that becomes the case then i'll take my passport and fucking walk i have to. The English channel might be a bit of a problem, but i'd do it if i had to. I think she was joking and trying to cheer me up, but it didn't work.
My room is looking even more bare...everything is piled up against one wall, and i'll take down my wardrobe in a minuite. we should be out of here by monday or tuesday...a week later than planned, but thats the way things go. I'm really gonna have to throw myself head first into my studies once i'm moved, because otherwise i'm gonna get myself very very depressed.
got a merit for my mock singing exam....really not pleased with that though seeing as my predicted mark was distintion. yeah, i know i beating myself up over 1 more mark that would have made it distintion (i got 90%, but i've always got above 90% before). And i've now found out i have exams on the following dates: March 25th (grade 1 singing), June 18th (grade 3 theory), October 15th (grade 5 theory), november 12th tbc (grade 8 hopefully if not grade 6), and december 12th C&G....so that leave july, and august where i won't be doing much, but hopefully going to london in july if i can get flights.
i must be more positive, because things have been so much worse than this before, and i'm complaining about shitty stupid little things....grrrrr
My room is looking even more bare...everything is piled up against one wall, and i'll take down my wardrobe in a minuite. we should be out of here by monday or tuesday...a week later than planned, but thats the way things go. I'm really gonna have to throw myself head first into my studies once i'm moved, because otherwise i'm gonna get myself very very depressed.
got a merit for my mock singing exam....really not pleased with that though seeing as my predicted mark was distintion. yeah, i know i beating myself up over 1 more mark that would have made it distintion (i got 90%, but i've always got above 90% before). And i've now found out i have exams on the following dates: March 25th (grade 1 singing), June 18th (grade 3 theory), October 15th (grade 5 theory), november 12th tbc (grade 8 hopefully if not grade 6), and december 12th C&G....so that leave july, and august where i won't be doing much, but hopefully going to london in july if i can get flights.
i must be more positive, because things have been so much worse than this before, and i'm complaining about shitty stupid little things....grrrrr