Thankies rose_in_black for making me feel better ^__^ *hugses*

Yeah I'm still up.

Why do I get myself depressed over THE SAME ANNOYING THING all the time?.. If somebody knows, please tell me what to change with myself to make it all better.. ^^;; thank you :)

I still want to rant about it though <.< but.. that wouldn't be very clever -.-;; *dumb*


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Why do I always have to get depressed and thoughtful, but bouncy and hyper when I get my period >.< It's a lousy combination and it causes me much pain :/

Been watching my Placebo dvd <3 ( Read more... )

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LJ deleted all my overrides.. I'll live.. so this is what it looks like for now. o.0 Odd.. hard to get used to :P Oh well..

Had long annoying, awful talk with my mom -.- I cried for two hours non-stop.. Going to bed now.. Friday tomorrow :) Looking forward to tomorrow so much.. I really want to forget this day >.

Weekend soon finished. Only this stupid Sunday to go. Maybe it'll be a good Sunday.. I have this strange feeling that most of it will be spent sleeping :P

I've played loads of FF:CC today with sketchu/nexusu, mettekrangnes and Christian.. Iih so much fun ^^ I want to sit down and play my game a little now though, but it's really late.. and I'm hungry. Oh well.. Don't care ( Read more... )

Anime evening! It was fun to be.. uhm "back" :P New location ^^ It was great, I really loved Fruits Basket and X/1999! Iiih, can't wait until next Friday.

I was told to add lionhead so I'll do so. There.. added. :D Hope you are happy now. And whatever you've heard about me, I'm sure it's wrong! Or true.. depending on what you've heard.. *shrug* Anywhoo XD ( Read more... )

I think I need to start to worry about what clothes I wear. A kid pointed at me when I walked home from school and shouted "Look, she is probably going to a carneval!" Hm yes. presicely where I was headed ( Read more... )

I've been so stupid! How could I even think the thoughts I had? Glad they are gone :)

I'm so happy and in love ^-^

Nevermind this post, you won't understand it anyway :P

*laughs and hugs random people*

I'm so tired ( Read more... )

I wish I had a camera so I could show you the view I have when I walk down to the train station every morning, I wish I could show you the rainbow that was painting the sky above my house in all colours as I got home from school today... I wish for a lot of things, but nothing ever happens ( Read more... )

It amazes me that I keep doing this to myself, when I know it only makes me feel bad.

Maybe I'm just too demanding or something. I don't know... But when things doesn't go as planned, for some bizarre reason that I can't explain I feel betrayed. Even though I'm the one missing out on everything that's happening around me, I feel like I've been ( Read more... )