a year later...
i'm not doing this for the sake of updating, or for livejournal, or for anyone. i'm doing this for me. i'm doing this for what i have always been & have forgotten. i don't have a place where i can really, truly express my thoughts & openly about. i just want that security again where i can express my every thought & at the same time have it locked up.
this summer has been blah.. a lot has changed within the past year...boy, have a lot changed. i ended up having a little fling with the boy in my previous entry, it didn't work. we were too different of people but we still do keep in touch. he's moved on & so i have and i cant be more happier about that. erik, however, is still same ol' same ol'. i feel like we're both connected and are growing together but i dont want that. i want to MOVE ON & meet other people. but whenever i try, there's no one to move on to. there's no one i'm interested in. i dont know why...
am i the same person as i was before? sometimes, i don't even know who i was back then. i was reading past entries & i really can't remember why i use to be an angry person. life is so fragile, embrace every minute of it. we can't live in fear.
so here i am, turning over a new leaf, a year of my life undocumented, i'm ready to pick up where i left, and begin a new chapter..
this summer has been blah.. a lot has changed within the past year...boy, have a lot changed. i ended up having a little fling with the boy in my previous entry, it didn't work. we were too different of people but we still do keep in touch. he's moved on & so i have and i cant be more happier about that. erik, however, is still same ol' same ol'. i feel like we're both connected and are growing together but i dont want that. i want to MOVE ON & meet other people. but whenever i try, there's no one to move on to. there's no one i'm interested in. i dont know why...
am i the same person as i was before? sometimes, i don't even know who i was back then. i was reading past entries & i really can't remember why i use to be an angry person. life is so fragile, embrace every minute of it. we can't live in fear.
so here i am, turning over a new leaf, a year of my life undocumented, i'm ready to pick up where i left, and begin a new chapter..