i'm absolutely ready to leave this town. i cannot wait for what lies ahead of me. i'm so fucking over everything. only 2 and a half more months. i love the people in my life that have helped me pass everything by...i feel like i cant be real to MYSELF anymore..i can't be me. i'm always surrounded by people and i just want to be me like tonight..it's just me & look where i'm at. blogging. this is me. i'm a blogger, but i never have time anymore.. it's the only thing that gets me by. as much as people want to grow out of these stupid journals, think about what it would be like if you didnt' have one...i sure wouldn't know what to do.
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i'm stupid.