all good things come to an end
This past month i've been happier than i ever remember being... it was perfect, we spent a lot of time together but it was really never enough... I got the BEST new years kiss and with the new year a got a new boyfriend and i couldn't be happier i really am in-love... then january 4th was the worst day of my life, i finally found someone that makes me happy and i can't be with him =( well it isnt over and he isnt dead but he had to go back to orlando for school, saying goodbye was the worst, we cried and hugged as if we would never see each othr again... it just sucks not to know when i'll see him again. i haven't cried like that since the first time he left in Aug. since then i've been moping around at home and at work... i feel so empty i dont feel like doing anything i just want to see him, i almost gave up my sat morning shift and got a bus ticket up there,but i have bills to pay lol. i miss him so muchhhh! i can't wait until he moves back. I'm so happy to know my mom likes him and she finally approves of someone... she knows how happy he makes me...
010109-forever i KNOW it
010109-forever i KNOW it