Better than a dream ... ITS LOVE
so i know i wrote about this last week but fuck it I'm in the mood for letting my feelings out ....
After reading twilight I thought there would be no chance in hell I'd ever feel so strongly about someone or that anyone would ever love me like that... or that love like that even existed.. but I found it .. I FOUND MY OWN EDWARD CULLEN lol but better, because he is real. Our love is like what you see in movies or read in books... yeah it might be a little corny but its perfect, its like i found my match, the missing piece to my puzzle, I can't ever imagine myself with anyone other than him... its like life without him isn't worth it, i get anxious when I'm not with him... i look forward to the weekend just so i could see him... and now that hes been here for a month i fall asleep happy because i know i'll see him first thing in the morning... I'm so glad we were best friends first.. we were meant to be, maybe we were always attracted to eachother but we just denied those feelings just so we wouldnt ruin our friendship... I'm glad we got drunk and had sex lol I'm glad he moved away because that would have never happened if he stayed... I can't wait for him to move back in June.. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him... I have finally met the person that I want to be with forever and i am not afraid to say it ... I've never been so sure about anyone before... I am so happy; HE makes me so happy... last night we stayed together all night and when everyone went home we stayed together untill today at 11 am we just went to the park and told eachother how in-love we are... we layed on the hill at tropical park untill the sun came up, then we sat on a bench under a tree and we kissed and talked for hours... its funny how alike we are... we have the same deep dark embarrassing secrets.. we share the same feelings... I am so in-love i can't believe it... Life is just starting to make sence now =]
After reading twilight I thought there would be no chance in hell I'd ever feel so strongly about someone or that anyone would ever love me like that... or that love like that even existed.. but I found it .. I FOUND MY OWN EDWARD CULLEN lol but better, because he is real. Our love is like what you see in movies or read in books... yeah it might be a little corny but its perfect, its like i found my match, the missing piece to my puzzle, I can't ever imagine myself with anyone other than him... its like life without him isn't worth it, i get anxious when I'm not with him... i look forward to the weekend just so i could see him... and now that hes been here for a month i fall asleep happy because i know i'll see him first thing in the morning... I'm so glad we were best friends first.. we were meant to be, maybe we were always attracted to eachother but we just denied those feelings just so we wouldnt ruin our friendship... I'm glad we got drunk and had sex lol I'm glad he moved away because that would have never happened if he stayed... I can't wait for him to move back in June.. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him... I have finally met the person that I want to be with forever and i am not afraid to say it ... I've never been so sure about anyone before... I am so happy; HE makes me so happy... last night we stayed together all night and when everyone went home we stayed together untill today at 11 am we just went to the park and told eachother how in-love we are... we layed on the hill at tropical park untill the sun came up, then we sat on a bench under a tree and we kissed and talked for hours... its funny how alike we are... we have the same deep dark embarrassing secrets.. we share the same feelings... I am so in-love i can't believe it... Life is just starting to make sence now =]