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I hardly ever write on this shit but fuck it i hae a few things on my mind....
scratch what i said a few months ago about Him only being my best friend and nothing ever happening between us... Right after i wrote that i went up to orlando with ilvana and sasha to visit him... we ended up hooking up that night and it didnt even feel weird or wrong... i had no regrets but i did have a lot of questions and i was very confused... we waited untill he came down again just to see how we would act around eachother... now a few months later i finnaly feel like i've found the right person for me... Thrusday night i had a little too much to drink and i spilled my heart out... I told him i am IN love with him and for the first time i think i mean it .... i mean i've thought that i was in love but i've never felt like this about anyone... the best thing is he feels the same... last night we told everyone we know that we are in love... i am finnally happy.. i havent been able to say that i'm happy in such a long time... i am in love with my best friend and it doesn't even feel wrong i can't be happier that it was him i fell for... i trust him and i KNOW that it will take a lot to fuck this up.... hes the only one i see and that like intense .... i dont know how to explain it... ITS LOVE =]
scratch what i said a few months ago about Him only being my best friend and nothing ever happening between us... Right after i wrote that i went up to orlando with ilvana and sasha to visit him... we ended up hooking up that night and it didnt even feel weird or wrong... i had no regrets but i did have a lot of questions and i was very confused... we waited untill he came down again just to see how we would act around eachother... now a few months later i finnaly feel like i've found the right person for me... Thrusday night i had a little too much to drink and i spilled my heart out... I told him i am IN love with him and for the first time i think i mean it .... i mean i've thought that i was in love but i've never felt like this about anyone... the best thing is he feels the same... last night we told everyone we know that we are in love... i am finnally happy.. i havent been able to say that i'm happy in such a long time... i am in love with my best friend and it doesn't even feel wrong i can't be happier that it was him i fell for... i trust him and i KNOW that it will take a lot to fuck this up.... hes the only one i see and that like intense .... i dont know how to explain it... ITS LOVE =]