wow omg its been sooooooooooooo long since i updated this! lol uber lazy me... well i knew this journal thing would probably end up with really really sporadic updates so i have nothing really to say about my updates or lack there-of, just that i finally have been meaning to do it for so long... here it is! please note this update has nothing to do ( Read more... )

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just a quick update... i havent forgot about this ^^;; lol i have a ton more pics and stuff to post but i havent gotten around to sending them to myself... but... i do have that ZM16 video i was ranting about though :D so without further ado, here it is: Hellchild.. its about 54MB so not for you dialup users... lol also if it doesnt play you need ( Read more... )

yep thats right i have an absolute TON of pics to post ^^; seeing how i really suck at updating this regularly i've started just capping images of things i want to remember and i'll just throw them up on here whenever i have time... thus my journal has become more of a scrapbook for my own personal use xD if anyone wants to have a looksie thats ( Read more... )

k i know i left the last post as kinda a cliffhanger but... WTF! Go and do it yourself! oh and i'll post a video of our entire battle with the fgt child whenever Edi gets around to encoding it into a format that is downloadable so everyone can watch it for themselves :D. long story short: we got a new blackmage (Hanz) and decided to go at him again ( Read more... )

what a lazy butt i've been >.>
who starts a journal and doesnt updated it? hmmm k dont answer that because i can think of about 500 people who are exactly like me in this respect, or worse. just a few examples: here and here.
Anyways from the time i got "sidetracked" from my post-before-last (since my last was just a lame attempt at making this ( Read more... )

White Mage
You scored 22% physical, 65% magic, 16% versatile, and 66% good!

You are a very mystical, caring person. You seek to ease the suffering of those around you, and as a result you have a mastery of healing and defensive magic. You are extremely valuable to your team because you can heal people's wounds instantly and protect them from ( Read more... )

okay well maybe everyone needs to sleep (including me) but that didnt happen like yesterday/daybefore yesterday there was a period in there where i was up for like 36hours or something o.O (okay maybe not 36 but more then 24 >.>) i just couldn't sleep :( happens sometimes... boo. good news however i did sleep last night ^^ a full 8 hours or more ( Read more... )

instead of just dwelling on my current woes i decided i needed a distraction to help me get over myself and make things feel at least a little better. i'm still adjusting to not having my <3 around but no matter how much it sucks i figure i can either just remain miserable and continue to eat a bucket of icecream everyday or i can stfu, stop ( Read more... )

like the title suggests, i've sucessfully managed to rid myself of fingernails without using clippers ; ; yep... chew chew >.> after yestersdays blah events... i managed to actually sleep a bit o.O although i was waking up like every hour. after i did finally remove the bed from my back it was just constant nail-biting as i anxiously awaited the ( Read more... )