overcome by sebastian stan's face. send help.
today was marked by a. actual work! so i wasn't bored! and b. sebastian stan's fucking face. >.< like, to the point i briefly considered trying to get into once upon a time so i could watch him mad hattering.
the feeling passed. unless someone could cut up the show for me and distill it to just his scenes....
(in august i'm going to see wrenlet who just so happens to own kings on dvd. which is good, because now i don't have to suggest she buy it so she can make me watch it. :D ) (i'm pleased that it apparently has other things to recommend it besides sebastian kissing boys and being angsty.) (not that those are bad reasons to watch! but it means i won't be spending the entire time wanting to fast-forward past all the stuff that isn't him.)
also, i discovered an article about him, because THAT won't make the fixation any worse. :| i giggled and facepalmed with (as one of the commenters put it) horrified self-recognition. altho i take slight issue with the assumption that people aren't interested in him for his personality, because personally i find the fact that he's a HUGE DORK to be a HUGE TURN-ON.
for serious.
altho his arms ain't bad either. (thank azewewish for that. i did. :D )
i ran into gnomi on my lunch break - i was running errands [1] and she was going home - and i even had to tell her. it mostly boiled down to me practically shouting "HIS FUCKING FACE" standing there on the sidewalk, because i obsess in public. because why shouldn't the entirety of downtown boston know that i needed to step away from the internets for an hour because all i want to do is stare at sebastian stan's pretty face and contemplate the epic tragedy of bucky barnes.
i'm both amused and kind of horrified by how easily you can tell from my tumblr what's currently taking over my brain. (and how thoroughly it's done so.) altho tumblr is ENABLING ME. fucking tumblr. >.<
except there's no evidence of my bigbang, unless you count petite-madame's bucky fanart.... (as she is my artist. ooh, and i can add here that she sent me a preliminary pic for said bang and it is GORGEOUS.)
also i've been kind of idly thinking about a fic(let) in which bucky gets a haircut - and no, i am never getting over the winter soldier hair - and if i did write it when would i set it, before or after steve finds him and at least tries to integrate him into the avengers fold, and i realized it would have to be after, after he's comfortable enough being bucky again, or at least close enough - after bucky and steve and everything are more familiar to him. because right now, all that hair is camouflage. he can hide behind it while he tries to remember who the hell he is.
plus which, all the post-catws fanart i've seen has him with winter soldier hair, and the more of it i see the less i can picture him with shorter hair. and admittedly i like the pics that show it pulled back. i am all for cute boys with messy ponytails.
the chances of this ficlet ever being written are about zero. mostly i make notes to myself on my phone while i'm waiting for the bus. but i like picturing bucky going into the barber's with his half-kempt emo mop and getting it chopped off. and then steve's face when he sees it, because holy shit, bucky actually looks like the guy steve knew and not the guy who tried to kill him. he looks like the guy steve loved.
well, still loves.
or maybe he just gets frustrated with it and cuts it off himself.
if someone wants to write this for me, feel free. :D i have no idea what i could offer in return, tho. azewewish sent me back the steve/bucky au with a TON of notes, so that will be a while.
altho maybe i could write something from the original fic that the au inspired.... but honestly, if i'm writing anything it needs to be the parisbang, because i post july 1 and it needs edits. and chapters! i want to give it chapters.
[1] i needed soap and a stain stick, which i could not find for love or money. and you know why? it doesn't exist any more. i was looking for this. now i need one of these. oy. i hate it when brand names and packaging change like that. i end up staring at the exact thing i need and just not recognizing it.
the feeling passed. unless someone could cut up the show for me and distill it to just his scenes....
(in august i'm going to see wrenlet who just so happens to own kings on dvd. which is good, because now i don't have to suggest she buy it so she can make me watch it. :D ) (i'm pleased that it apparently has other things to recommend it besides sebastian kissing boys and being angsty.) (not that those are bad reasons to watch! but it means i won't be spending the entire time wanting to fast-forward past all the stuff that isn't him.)
also, i discovered an article about him, because THAT won't make the fixation any worse. :| i giggled and facepalmed with (as one of the commenters put it) horrified self-recognition. altho i take slight issue with the assumption that people aren't interested in him for his personality, because personally i find the fact that he's a HUGE DORK to be a HUGE TURN-ON.
for serious.
altho his arms ain't bad either. (thank azewewish for that. i did. :D )
i ran into gnomi on my lunch break - i was running errands [1] and she was going home - and i even had to tell her. it mostly boiled down to me practically shouting "HIS FUCKING FACE" standing there on the sidewalk, because i obsess in public. because why shouldn't the entirety of downtown boston know that i needed to step away from the internets for an hour because all i want to do is stare at sebastian stan's pretty face and contemplate the epic tragedy of bucky barnes.
i'm both amused and kind of horrified by how easily you can tell from my tumblr what's currently taking over my brain. (and how thoroughly it's done so.) altho tumblr is ENABLING ME. fucking tumblr. >.<
except there's no evidence of my bigbang, unless you count petite-madame's bucky fanart.... (as she is my artist. ooh, and i can add here that she sent me a preliminary pic for said bang and it is GORGEOUS.)
also i've been kind of idly thinking about a fic(let) in which bucky gets a haircut - and no, i am never getting over the winter soldier hair - and if i did write it when would i set it, before or after steve finds him and at least tries to integrate him into the avengers fold, and i realized it would have to be after, after he's comfortable enough being bucky again, or at least close enough - after bucky and steve and everything are more familiar to him. because right now, all that hair is camouflage. he can hide behind it while he tries to remember who the hell he is.
plus which, all the post-catws fanart i've seen has him with winter soldier hair, and the more of it i see the less i can picture him with shorter hair. and admittedly i like the pics that show it pulled back. i am all for cute boys with messy ponytails.
the chances of this ficlet ever being written are about zero. mostly i make notes to myself on my phone while i'm waiting for the bus. but i like picturing bucky going into the barber's with his half-kempt emo mop and getting it chopped off. and then steve's face when he sees it, because holy shit, bucky actually looks like the guy steve knew and not the guy who tried to kill him. he looks like the guy steve loved.
well, still loves.
or maybe he just gets frustrated with it and cuts it off himself.
if someone wants to write this for me, feel free. :D i have no idea what i could offer in return, tho. azewewish sent me back the steve/bucky au with a TON of notes, so that will be a while.
altho maybe i could write something from the original fic that the au inspired.... but honestly, if i'm writing anything it needs to be the parisbang, because i post july 1 and it needs edits. and chapters! i want to give it chapters.
[1] i needed soap and a stain stick, which i could not find for love or money. and you know why? it doesn't exist any more. i was looking for this. now i need one of these. oy. i hate it when brand names and packaging change like that. i end up staring at the exact thing i need and just not recognizing it.
