To Kpop, BL and my wallet with Love

Feb 14, 2013 23:58

Happy Valentines Day!!!

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and what a perfect day to share an "impending breakup" song,haha :P

Hi guys, I know that I've not been active for about two to three weeks here >.< Gomen nasai!
and I promise to have more posts this upcoming days,seriously. I wanna post more about my ongoing kpop obsessions and other thoughts especially on my college life,haha.

Well thanks to kpop and bl mangas, I'm courageously holding on to my sanity,haha, I thought that everything is already settled in my academic life,but well, life is indeed full of surprises. And most of them have been unpleasant and unwelcome to me :(

On the other hand,I've gained lots of acquaintances now, especially guys,haha,oh the perks of being an engineering student LOL...never have I been this conversational to the opposite sex.haha, what a virgin right?! -_-

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and a post-breakup song O.O

I'm also gearing up for an upcoming CNBLUE SOLO CONCERT here in the Philippines on June!!!! I never thought that this day would ever come,seriously. I'm estimating the VIP ticket to be around PHP10,000+ T_T
The price is not actually the problem but the competition with the richer Filipino BOICES because the demographic of fans here that really follow the group and their music is on the 20-something side..you know, those working people... unlike the ones that got to know them via You're Beautiful and Heartstrings and A Gentleman's dignity which is the HS to College people >.<

Oh, I also have a new love, NU'EST!!!! They've just made their comeback today and even though I only knew them for three weeks, I already ordered their 2nd mini album-the special edition one! There goes my $40...and I still have the concert but but but.... >.<

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yes, all of you are my fantasy *sighs*

I just noticed that when I buy albums of my fave Kpop groups, I tend to choose the special edition ones first,haha. Now, I'm waiting for Infinite's comeback this 2013 which I presume to be on late March to June. Haha, I'm now a psychic. Woohyun said last December or January that the album is already 80% done so I think they would have a spring comeback. Can't wait.



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If you have noticed, I have always wanted to write a good post about BL mangas, I've really wanted to write about one, but I'm afraid that I may not do any justice to this genre that I consider my lifesaver. Not too literally, but still, it's one of my lifelines to sanity and optimism. Even after reading a sad story or a happy one, I then reflect about it and by that, the weight of my real life problems become less.I admire and at the same time envy, those blogs I follow for being so eloquent in analyzing and sharing their thought about boy's love. I am a humble newbie with just 11 months into the field and although I've read countless titles, I'm still not at par with their insights and experience. I'm still at that stage where I always fangirl at the sex and fetishes and the timid and sometimes heartbreaking confessions of the characters. My views after every story is not too deep and I know that fujoshis like me are the main target of  this genre. Maybe when I'm confident enough of my skills to write about this genre I will do one. For now, I'm content on reading more titles and by summer I intend to organize my hard drive for the hundreds of mangas I have there.

Oh, and I'm still a casual learner of Japanese language. I've already stopped the formal one because it's too expensive for me. I find self study a bit more gratifying and convenient. With my pace, I don't know if I can make it to the JLPT N5 this December, but I still have 9 months so yeah, I think I can do it.

PS. It really feels good after writing about my thoughts, I don't know but I really do find writing or rather blogging a stress reliever and an enjoyable endeavor. ^_^

infinite, bl manga, fangirling, cnblue, nu'est

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