May 29, 2007 14:02
well i was just offered an interview to a firm down in chicago...and matt was already afraid of something bad happening between us and what not and im not sure whether to call them or not...and reject the offer....I'm so confused as to what to do cause this could be my ticket to get the fuck outta michigan for good...but then i'd be leaving behind the greatest thing that has ever happened to me...I dunno what to do before i got to know matt i would have been like fuck this popsicle stand i'm outta here...but now im so withdrawn from it im not sure what to do...there willing to fly me down and everything to interview and it sounds like an amazing opportunity. only its advertising and marketing...i dunno anymore
then macys called me today and said they can't hire me cause i have no experience. I'm like wtf what about training courses and shit? no they wont do that cause they are fuck tards and lazy bastards... do ya this day has totally gone to shit..matt is super upset and i can't do a damn thing about it and I have jury duty tomorrow that I really dont want to go to. I wanna talk to him so badly...i want to work things out and I need advice very badly..I dunno what to do...