The most amazing day of my entire! life...
OMG I'm literally in tears for as happy as I am right now. I can't express fully in words how i feel right now but I know for a fact that I'm not dreaming. I can't stop smiling and I'm still continuing to be teary eyed. I feel the warmest sensation inside of myself and the worst is surpressed. I feel an overwhelming amount of happiness that I've never felt before all within me. I can't believe you can actually feel this way but I guess you can cause i'm feeling it for the first time in a very very very very very very long time! Actually i dont think i've ever felt this happy in my entire life.
Today i felt my world fade away and freeze its not even funny. Matt looked me straight in the eye and to me it felt like he practically asked me to like marry him. I was frozen i didn't know what to say to him when the subject came up. I started crying for crying out loud cause i was so fuckin happy. I kept telling myself i was dreaming but in reality i wasn't dreaming. I not only have a best friend, and a boyfriend but i feel like at that moment i had my future husband sitting centimeters from me :). I know he is my future husband thats why i was fuckin crying LOL. I looked him right in the eye and i was saying to myself OMG OMG OMG is this really happening. I kept hitting myself to make sure it was real and it was. it truly was....I never thought something like this could happen to me. I really hope im not imagining this I'll be so depressed if I am lol. but i dont think i am. I'm so fuckin happy right now I dont think anything can bring me down.
On another note. I got my schedule for spring and summer semester. Im taking a total of 13 credit hours over the spring and summer semester months. its going to be a bit of work but I mean i know photoshop and indesign. It should be cake to me along with French 2. but ya i think im gonna go jump up and down on my bed a million times or i wont be able to sleep tonight. Im so happy and excited i dont think im gonna be able to sleep tonight. :)
Today i felt my world fade away and freeze its not even funny. Matt looked me straight in the eye and to me it felt like he practically asked me to like marry him. I was frozen i didn't know what to say to him when the subject came up. I started crying for crying out loud cause i was so fuckin happy. I kept telling myself i was dreaming but in reality i wasn't dreaming. I not only have a best friend, and a boyfriend but i feel like at that moment i had my future husband sitting centimeters from me :). I know he is my future husband thats why i was fuckin crying LOL. I looked him right in the eye and i was saying to myself OMG OMG OMG is this really happening. I kept hitting myself to make sure it was real and it was. it truly was....I never thought something like this could happen to me. I really hope im not imagining this I'll be so depressed if I am lol. but i dont think i am. I'm so fuckin happy right now I dont think anything can bring me down.
On another note. I got my schedule for spring and summer semester. Im taking a total of 13 credit hours over the spring and summer semester months. its going to be a bit of work but I mean i know photoshop and indesign. It should be cake to me along with French 2. but ya i think im gonna go jump up and down on my bed a million times or i wont be able to sleep tonight. Im so happy and excited i dont think im gonna be able to sleep tonight. :)