AMOUR FOU
You know that I'm crazy about you. You know that I've always been the one setting up dates, calling the shots, making an effort. I don't receive any messages, nothing, nada.
Naturally, I only have one conclusion: that obviously, you're not interested.
So I decide not to call you for a week to give you space, much to my chagrin. Now, a week later, you call from out of the blue and tell me that I abandoned you, made you depressed, causing you to retreat back to your shell. Your words are "That's why I've decided. I'm shutting myself down." You refuse to date, even myself.
On one hand I'm gladenned that I now know that you had intense feelings for me. That it wasn't a one way street after all. . But now you tell me that I hurt you deeply enough to shut yourself down.
So I ask you, "No chance to restart again?" You said with finality, "No chance."
Yet you tell me that we can still see each other.
Now I'm even more confused. What do you want me to do?
But you know what? I think I'll roll the dice. One thing makes me happy and that's spending time with you. I've waited for thirty years for you and if it means waiting for a couple more, then so be it.
Sigh.
Naturally, I only have one conclusion: that obviously, you're not interested.
So I decide not to call you for a week to give you space, much to my chagrin. Now, a week later, you call from out of the blue and tell me that I abandoned you, made you depressed, causing you to retreat back to your shell. Your words are "That's why I've decided. I'm shutting myself down." You refuse to date, even myself.
On one hand I'm gladenned that I now know that you had intense feelings for me. That it wasn't a one way street after all. . But now you tell me that I hurt you deeply enough to shut yourself down.
So I ask you, "No chance to restart again?" You said with finality, "No chance."
Yet you tell me that we can still see each other.
Now I'm even more confused. What do you want me to do?
But you know what? I think I'll roll the dice. One thing makes me happy and that's spending time with you. I've waited for thirty years for you and if it means waiting for a couple more, then so be it.
Sigh.