[fic] Chapter 7 - Through trouble we bond
Title: Through trouble we bond
Length: Chaptered (7/??)
Author: JadeXScandal
Pairing: YooSu, broken!YunJae
Rating: PG13
Themes: Drama, Angst, Fluff, Romance, smut
Warning: love between siblings, incest, age gap of 5 years, language.
Disclaimer: Don't own the characters.. The plot's by me. Awesome banner made by aiko103
Summary: The family Park had gone through a hard time, not only their business got down due to the economic crisis but Mr and Mrs Park aren't capable enough to take care of their own sons. From that moment on the oldest son, Park Yoochun, has to take care of his little brother, Park Junsu, but what the Parks and the rest of the world doesn't know is that the 2 brothers have more than a brotherly bond.
Love developes in the apartment, until the government finds out about the current state of the two teenagers. Things fall apart when they take Junsu to live in a foster home, without leaving an address. Yoochun feels lonely without Junsu, gets depressed and thinks all those years of taking care of his little brothers, and the affection they grew for each other were lost.
Until Yoochun decides to go look for him
.
Note: - This fic is delicated to my honey iman_tan -In this fic, Yoochun and Junsu are bloodrelated, there's an age gap of 5 years between them.
Chapters: 00.|| 01.|| 02a.|| 02b.|| 03. || 04.|| 05.|| 06a.|| 07. ( Poster under cut! )
Chapter 7- Roadtrip "
.... Hyung~"
...
"Junsu?"
"Hyung!"
"Junsu?! Where are you?!"
"Y-You promised to take me back... W-Why didn't you come?"
"... I'm sorry Junsu.. but-"
"Why Hyung? W-Why..."
".... Junsu.."
"C-Come and take me back... P-Please.."
".. Wait Junsu!"
"... Get me back Hyung.. Saranghaeyo~" "
Junsu!"
A dream.. One of those dream that'd haunt me every now and then.. But it was the worst I had up till now. I stretched my sore body as I sat in my car, I just came back from a meeting with my therapist. Like every Monday morning.
5 years had passed since they took Junsu away from me, and never once I'd seen him. I tried to call, write him letters or whatever I could do to stay in touch with him.. But I never received anything in return. Slowly my hopes started to fade, knowing that the Junsu I once knew, wasn't there anymore.
This only got worse when 2 years ago our parents died in the medical institute. It's like someone had to take everything away from me. I was broken and couldn't take care of myself, slowly I was dying inside, little by little every day. Until they sent me to a therapist, who I've been visiting every week for the past 2 years, asking me those same questions over and over again.
Sometimes I thought she was only there to make me remember the most terrible things in my life, instead of helping me like she's ought to. I supposed she didn't even care. She probably had a lot of her own things on her mind.
Due to another sleepless night, bloody insomnia, I fell asleep in my car on a parkinglot. Not a uncommon thing, while rubbing the sleep out of my eyes I started the engine and drove towards the exit, sighing as I thought it'd be another day spending time in my apartment, feeling useless. But when I stopped at the trafficlights, waiting for the red to turn into green, I lifted my head up to see the traffic sighs.
Suwon 50km.
Wonju 105 km.
Mokpo 375 km.
Mokpo.... That's were Junsu was now.
How was he doing? Did his family take good care of him? ... Would he think about me sometimes? All those questions made me so curious. But... Why couldn't I go visit him? Why did I wait for Junsu to come back to me, while I promised him to get him back.
"... Get me back Hyung.. Saranghaeyo~"
My dream was a sign, it had to be. Again I stared at the traffic sign. When the traffic light changed to green I stepped on the pedal and turned to the other direction.
Not driving home...
No.
To Mokpo... To take him back.
---
Am I crazy?
That’s what I thought when I was sitting in a highway restaurant to eat lunch. I had been driving for over an hour now and I had the feeling wasn’t getting any further with this? What was the use to find someone without knowing where exactly to start? It was like searching for a needle in a stack of hay. I wanted to obtain the needle, I wanted it back.
Lazily I nibbled on some French fries as I stared around the restaurant. It wasn’t really packed, but there were a pair of students, a family with 2 kids and 2 men, who were having an argument. Not that I really cared, but they were so damn loud that it was hard to ignore.
“Excuse me. But it’s not my fault!” The blond, slim guy said with a kind of bitchy edge in his voice.
The broad, tanned man opposite him frowned. “Then who’s fault is it? You haven’t been calling me for days and then you suddenly want to talk?”
I wanted to turn my head and ignore the conversation, but I kept listening.
“You know nothing about me, asshole!” The blonde shouted, slamming his fists on the table. “You are the one who has been neglecting me all the time!”
“You’re talking crap, all those times I waited for you!” Now the other guy really got mad, I could almost see a vein thumbing on his forehead. This was getting out of hand. “What am I to you? A toy?!”
“That's it, I've had enough of you!” The blonde sneered back at him, his eyes fierce and hands in his sides as he stood up. “Go fuck some wimp and cry me a river, you can't handle me!” Then the guy ran off.
“Jaejoong! Ya, come back here!” And the other chased after him.
I sighed, glad that that was over, those two were so loud. Ah well, relationships came and went, and I was sure somehow they'd make up anyway. Just like in the cliche romantic comedies where they find each other again in the end after a fight.
Not long after the arguing couple left the restaurant I decided to pay the bill and leave, I didn't want to stick here for too long, and I still had a long way ahead of me. I payed, thanked the owner and got back to the car, flopping back into the driver's seat. I started looking at the map, searching for the shortest way to Mokpo.
That's where I'd find Junsu.. Or at least, I hoped I would find him there. There could've changed so much in the past 5 years. Just like our lives changed too quick, too. It was time to hit the road again,
I was ready, prepared to drive. But just when the engine started to roar one of the doors flew open and the blonde guy from before got onto the passenger's seat, staring straight into my eyes as I looked at him dumbfounded.
“Are you going to drive or what?!” He said, slightly panicked. “He's right behind us!”
Out of impulse I got my feet on the gas and we drove, as I looked back in the rear-view mirror I could see the muscular guy running after us, his mouth moving as he tried to keep up. But after I created too much distance between him and my car he gave up and bend down to catch his breath. Slowly he got out of sight until he couldn't be seen anymore.
Then it occurred to me that I had an unknown guy on my passenger's seat.
“Woohoo~ Well done, we totally pissed him off!” The guy said ecstatic. “Finally~”
“Ehm.. I'm sorry but..” I started, but got cut of by the guy again.
“I just know the asshole totally cheated on me and still he acts all innocent. Pff, innocent my ass!”
“Excuse me but-”
“And then to think I actually wanted to give him a second chance, no sir! This time he really screwed up big time!”
“Ya! Shut up will you!”
The guy's eyes widen and he clicked his tongue in an annoying kind of way. “You don't have to yell at me~”
My hands grabbed the steering wheel tighter and I sighed, I had to calm down. “Sorry... It's just that it's not a common occurrence I have a stranger in my car..”
“Well, you were my only way out.” He said while playing with his golden blond locks. “If I didn't get in immediately it'd have meant spending the rest of my life with that boring fart.”
I raised my eyebrows, slightly amused. “That was your boyfriend? I already thought so.”
“Ah, you heard our little quarrel..”
I nodded, trying to concentrate on the road and the traffic signs. “Well, it wasn't really hard not to hear.”
The guy sighed and leaned back in the chair, looking at the road. “It's very often that we argue.. It's like it became sort of a habit.” He shrugged his shoulders slightly. “But this time I just totally had it.” I could feel him staring at me now. “So.. Sorry for suddenly barging in like that, you can drop me off at the next gas station..”
“Where were you planning to go from there?” I asked, but as it seemed he had no idea. The way he wrinkled his nose indicated he had no clue at all.... It was something that Junsu often did. “Well.. I'm going down to Mokpo.. So if you want me to drop you off at your family or someone you know and that's on the route I'll drive you.” I didn't know why I insisted, but the guy probably had no idea where to go, the least I could do was helping him a little.
“Why are you going to Mokpo?” He asked curiously.
“To visit someone I haven't seen in 5 years... I need to find him though.”
“Find him? You don't know where he is?”
It hurt to shake my head to that question. If I knew where exactly Junsu would be I'd have visited him earlier. “It's very complicated.. And quite hard talking about it.. But I'm going to Mokpo to find him, to see him again.”
I know I said vague things he wouldn't understand, but luckily he didn't ask for more. I think he could feel that it was going deep. Instead he nodded. “Well, I can help you search for him... I don't really have somewhere to go.. Family's in Japan mostly.” The guy said. “So it'd be a nice thing to forget about him.”
Forget him.... Somehow that word did something to me that suddenly made me feel terrible.
What if Junsu forgot about me?
What would I do?
“By the way, My name's Jaejoong..”
“Yoochun, Park Yoochun..” “Yoochun eh..” Jaejoong hummed my name softly. “Then, will Park Yoochun accept my help to find that someone?” He stared at me again, a slight, but kind smile on his face. I could feel it glowing.
I took a second to get my eyes off the road and look at him. “... If I accept your help, will it bring any trouble?”
“Hmmm, it depends.” He laughed, making me a little more comfortable around him. His laugh was soothing, funny. “If the cops and serial killers stopped their hunt for me.”
Then I laughed along with him. Somehow it felt good to laugh, it was something I hadn't been doing in 5 years. I accepted Jaejoong's help, of course he would pay for his food and pay half of the room they'd share at night, but I was happy to have someone with me, someone who could distract my overloaded head for a while.
We told each other things. He told me about his ex-boyfriend Yunho, how he started to get bored over him since he thought he was cheating on him. It made me think, what if that guy wasn't cheating at all... I could imagine how he would feel now. Abandoned.. Lonely..
They were similar to my feelings. I didn't tell him about Junsu, although he did ask me once who I was looking for. It was a subject I'd rather avoid.
But... I was getting closer, it wasn't going to be fast and without obstacles of course. I was aware of that. But to know I'd be going to Mokpo to find him gave me hope.
I'm coming Junsu. Just wait for me.
---
Soooo~~ XD Yoochun got himself a companion! Sorry for the broken!Yunjae T____T Please don't kill me LOL! But yeah. the roadtrip begings! Hope you liked this chapter, even though it's a filler since it'll help get the story to start!
Length: Chaptered (7/??)
Author: JadeXScandal
Pairing: YooSu, broken!YunJae
Rating: PG13
Themes: Drama, Angst, Fluff, Romance, smut
Warning: love between siblings, incest, age gap of 5 years, language.
Disclaimer: Don't own the characters.. The plot's by me. Awesome banner made by aiko103
Summary: The family Park had gone through a hard time, not only their business got down due to the economic crisis but Mr and Mrs Park aren't capable enough to take care of their own sons. From that moment on the oldest son, Park Yoochun, has to take care of his little brother, Park Junsu, but what the Parks and the rest of the world doesn't know is that the 2 brothers have more than a brotherly bond.
Love developes in the apartment, until the government finds out about the current state of the two teenagers. Things fall apart when they take Junsu to live in a foster home, without leaving an address. Yoochun feels lonely without Junsu, gets depressed and thinks all those years of taking care of his little brothers, and the affection they grew for each other were lost.
Until Yoochun decides to go look for him
.
Note: - This fic is delicated to my honey iman_tan -In this fic, Yoochun and Junsu are bloodrelated, there's an age gap of 5 years between them.
Chapters: 00.|| 01.|| 02a.|| 02b.|| 03. || 04.|| 05.|| 06a.|| 07. ( Poster under cut! )
Chapter 7- Roadtrip "
.... Hyung~"
...
"Junsu?"
"Hyung!"
"Junsu?! Where are you?!"
"Y-You promised to take me back... W-Why didn't you come?"
"... I'm sorry Junsu.. but-"
"Why Hyung? W-Why..."
".... Junsu.."
"C-Come and take me back... P-Please.."
".. Wait Junsu!"
"... Get me back Hyung.. Saranghaeyo~" "
Junsu!"
A dream.. One of those dream that'd haunt me every now and then.. But it was the worst I had up till now. I stretched my sore body as I sat in my car, I just came back from a meeting with my therapist. Like every Monday morning.
5 years had passed since they took Junsu away from me, and never once I'd seen him. I tried to call, write him letters or whatever I could do to stay in touch with him.. But I never received anything in return. Slowly my hopes started to fade, knowing that the Junsu I once knew, wasn't there anymore.
This only got worse when 2 years ago our parents died in the medical institute. It's like someone had to take everything away from me. I was broken and couldn't take care of myself, slowly I was dying inside, little by little every day. Until they sent me to a therapist, who I've been visiting every week for the past 2 years, asking me those same questions over and over again.
Sometimes I thought she was only there to make me remember the most terrible things in my life, instead of helping me like she's ought to. I supposed she didn't even care. She probably had a lot of her own things on her mind.
Due to another sleepless night, bloody insomnia, I fell asleep in my car on a parkinglot. Not a uncommon thing, while rubbing the sleep out of my eyes I started the engine and drove towards the exit, sighing as I thought it'd be another day spending time in my apartment, feeling useless. But when I stopped at the trafficlights, waiting for the red to turn into green, I lifted my head up to see the traffic sighs.
Suwon 50km.
Wonju 105 km.
Mokpo 375 km.
Mokpo.... That's were Junsu was now.
How was he doing? Did his family take good care of him? ... Would he think about me sometimes? All those questions made me so curious. But... Why couldn't I go visit him? Why did I wait for Junsu to come back to me, while I promised him to get him back.
"... Get me back Hyung.. Saranghaeyo~"
My dream was a sign, it had to be. Again I stared at the traffic sign. When the traffic light changed to green I stepped on the pedal and turned to the other direction.
Not driving home...
No.
To Mokpo... To take him back.
---
Am I crazy?
That’s what I thought when I was sitting in a highway restaurant to eat lunch. I had been driving for over an hour now and I had the feeling wasn’t getting any further with this? What was the use to find someone without knowing where exactly to start? It was like searching for a needle in a stack of hay. I wanted to obtain the needle, I wanted it back.
Lazily I nibbled on some French fries as I stared around the restaurant. It wasn’t really packed, but there were a pair of students, a family with 2 kids and 2 men, who were having an argument. Not that I really cared, but they were so damn loud that it was hard to ignore.
“Excuse me. But it’s not my fault!” The blond, slim guy said with a kind of bitchy edge in his voice.
The broad, tanned man opposite him frowned. “Then who’s fault is it? You haven’t been calling me for days and then you suddenly want to talk?”
I wanted to turn my head and ignore the conversation, but I kept listening.
“You know nothing about me, asshole!” The blonde shouted, slamming his fists on the table. “You are the one who has been neglecting me all the time!”
“You’re talking crap, all those times I waited for you!” Now the other guy really got mad, I could almost see a vein thumbing on his forehead. This was getting out of hand. “What am I to you? A toy?!”
“That's it, I've had enough of you!” The blonde sneered back at him, his eyes fierce and hands in his sides as he stood up. “Go fuck some wimp and cry me a river, you can't handle me!” Then the guy ran off.
“Jaejoong! Ya, come back here!” And the other chased after him.
I sighed, glad that that was over, those two were so loud. Ah well, relationships came and went, and I was sure somehow they'd make up anyway. Just like in the cliche romantic comedies where they find each other again in the end after a fight.
Not long after the arguing couple left the restaurant I decided to pay the bill and leave, I didn't want to stick here for too long, and I still had a long way ahead of me. I payed, thanked the owner and got back to the car, flopping back into the driver's seat. I started looking at the map, searching for the shortest way to Mokpo.
That's where I'd find Junsu.. Or at least, I hoped I would find him there. There could've changed so much in the past 5 years. Just like our lives changed too quick, too. It was time to hit the road again,
I was ready, prepared to drive. But just when the engine started to roar one of the doors flew open and the blonde guy from before got onto the passenger's seat, staring straight into my eyes as I looked at him dumbfounded.
“Are you going to drive or what?!” He said, slightly panicked. “He's right behind us!”
Out of impulse I got my feet on the gas and we drove, as I looked back in the rear-view mirror I could see the muscular guy running after us, his mouth moving as he tried to keep up. But after I created too much distance between him and my car he gave up and bend down to catch his breath. Slowly he got out of sight until he couldn't be seen anymore.
Then it occurred to me that I had an unknown guy on my passenger's seat.
“Woohoo~ Well done, we totally pissed him off!” The guy said ecstatic. “Finally~”
“Ehm.. I'm sorry but..” I started, but got cut of by the guy again.
“I just know the asshole totally cheated on me and still he acts all innocent. Pff, innocent my ass!”
“Excuse me but-”
“And then to think I actually wanted to give him a second chance, no sir! This time he really screwed up big time!”
“Ya! Shut up will you!”
The guy's eyes widen and he clicked his tongue in an annoying kind of way. “You don't have to yell at me~”
My hands grabbed the steering wheel tighter and I sighed, I had to calm down. “Sorry... It's just that it's not a common occurrence I have a stranger in my car..”
“Well, you were my only way out.” He said while playing with his golden blond locks. “If I didn't get in immediately it'd have meant spending the rest of my life with that boring fart.”
I raised my eyebrows, slightly amused. “That was your boyfriend? I already thought so.”
“Ah, you heard our little quarrel..”
I nodded, trying to concentrate on the road and the traffic signs. “Well, it wasn't really hard not to hear.”
The guy sighed and leaned back in the chair, looking at the road. “It's very often that we argue.. It's like it became sort of a habit.” He shrugged his shoulders slightly. “But this time I just totally had it.” I could feel him staring at me now. “So.. Sorry for suddenly barging in like that, you can drop me off at the next gas station..”
“Where were you planning to go from there?” I asked, but as it seemed he had no idea. The way he wrinkled his nose indicated he had no clue at all.... It was something that Junsu often did. “Well.. I'm going down to Mokpo.. So if you want me to drop you off at your family or someone you know and that's on the route I'll drive you.” I didn't know why I insisted, but the guy probably had no idea where to go, the least I could do was helping him a little.
“Why are you going to Mokpo?” He asked curiously.
“To visit someone I haven't seen in 5 years... I need to find him though.”
“Find him? You don't know where he is?”
It hurt to shake my head to that question. If I knew where exactly Junsu would be I'd have visited him earlier. “It's very complicated.. And quite hard talking about it.. But I'm going to Mokpo to find him, to see him again.”
I know I said vague things he wouldn't understand, but luckily he didn't ask for more. I think he could feel that it was going deep. Instead he nodded. “Well, I can help you search for him... I don't really have somewhere to go.. Family's in Japan mostly.” The guy said. “So it'd be a nice thing to forget about him.”
Forget him.... Somehow that word did something to me that suddenly made me feel terrible.
What if Junsu forgot about me?
What would I do?
“By the way, My name's Jaejoong..”
“Yoochun, Park Yoochun..” “Yoochun eh..” Jaejoong hummed my name softly. “Then, will Park Yoochun accept my help to find that someone?” He stared at me again, a slight, but kind smile on his face. I could feel it glowing.
I took a second to get my eyes off the road and look at him. “... If I accept your help, will it bring any trouble?”
“Hmmm, it depends.” He laughed, making me a little more comfortable around him. His laugh was soothing, funny. “If the cops and serial killers stopped their hunt for me.”
Then I laughed along with him. Somehow it felt good to laugh, it was something I hadn't been doing in 5 years. I accepted Jaejoong's help, of course he would pay for his food and pay half of the room they'd share at night, but I was happy to have someone with me, someone who could distract my overloaded head for a while.
We told each other things. He told me about his ex-boyfriend Yunho, how he started to get bored over him since he thought he was cheating on him. It made me think, what if that guy wasn't cheating at all... I could imagine how he would feel now. Abandoned.. Lonely..
They were similar to my feelings. I didn't tell him about Junsu, although he did ask me once who I was looking for. It was a subject I'd rather avoid.
But... I was getting closer, it wasn't going to be fast and without obstacles of course. I was aware of that. But to know I'd be going to Mokpo to find him gave me hope.
I'm coming Junsu. Just wait for me.
---
Soooo~~ XD Yoochun got himself a companion! Sorry for the broken!Yunjae T____T Please don't kill me LOL! But yeah. the roadtrip begings! Hope you liked this chapter, even though it's a filler since it'll help get the story to start!