[fic] Chapter 6a - Through trouble we bond
Title: Through trouble we bond
Length: Chaptered (6a/??)
Author: JadeXScandal
Pairing: YooSu
Rating: PG13
Themes: Drama, Angst, Fluff, Romance, smut
Warning: love between siblings, incest, age gap of 5 years, language.
Disclaimer: Don't own the characters.. The plot's by me. Awesome banner made by aiko103
Summary: The family Park had gone through a hard time, not only their business got down due to the economic crisis but Mr and Mrs Park aren't capable enough to take care of their own sons. From that moment on the oldest son, Park Yoochun, has to take care of his little brother, Park Junsu, but what the Parks and the rest of the world doesn't know is that the 2 brothers have more than a brotherly bond.
Love developes in the apartment, until the government finds out about the current state of the two teenagers. Things fall apart when they take Junsu to live in a foster home, without leaving an address. Yoochun feels lonely without Junsu, gets depressed and thinks all those years of taking care of his little brothers, and the affection they grew for each other were lost. Until Yoochun decides to go look for him.
Note:
- This fic is delicated to my honey iman_tan
-In this fic, Yoochun and Junsu are bloodrelated, there's an age gap of 5 years between them.
Previous Chapters: 00.|| 01.|| 02a.|| 02b.|| 03. || 04.|| 05.
Chapter 6a - Seperation
Happy times won't last forever.
I didn't want to know anything about that. People should stop nagging so much about things like that. But that's just me being extremely naive.
Because for Junsu and me, bad times were lurking around the corner. Just at a time I thought I finally was happy.
Maybe, I'm just cursed.
---
A month after I took my brother’s innocence way from him things started to get worse. Our parents’ health was decreasing drastically, they were getting paranoid, they would have terrible spasm attacks and just went totally nuts.
Instead of staying at the hospital they were sent to an institution for mentally disabled.
A stupid euphemism for crazy house.
Junsu was broken, of course.. But not as broken as I was. I wasn’t sad, I was angry. I felt so angry even my heart ached. All this time when my parents were working I’d take care of Junsu, I had to learn everything myself while other children had a home with parents and siblings. I never got any help or someone to turn back to in hard times.
I hated my parents for not being there for me.
“Hyung.. We should go.”Junsu tugged the sleeve of my jacket, waking me up out of my little mind spiral, I nodded and let him take me out of the hospital, back to the car. We drove back in silence, none of us said one single word until we got back home and pretended life just went on like it always did.
Then I thought things couldn’t possibly get any worse for us.
But every time you think things like that you always stumble onto a bigger obstacle.
One you can’t just jump over.
“Park Yoochun-shii? Sorry to come by all of a sudden.” A man said smiling as he was about to shake my hand and shake it. “I’m Lee Dong Sun, head of the domestic services.” He handed me his card. “I’d like you talk with you about the home situation you’re in now.”
I looked at him suspiciously, I’d like to throw the door close right in his face, but instead he came in and settled himself on the couch in my living room. “So, what is it you want to talk about?”
“Well, the government and I have been informed by the hospital and your landlord that your parents are incapable to take care of you and your younger brother and that you’re working over time to pay the rent, is that right?”
On that moment I already started to sense serious trouble. “You could say that.. Yes.”
Dong Sun sighed and looked me right in the eyes. “I’m here to make it a little easier for you.”
“I don’t need help, I’m doing perfectly fine, and so does Junsu.”
“Yoochun-shii listen, we want a better future for you and Junsu, believe when I say this.”
How hard he tried I didn’t want to listen, up to a point I got so annoyed I had to clench my fist and force myself to think about happy things.
Biggest fail ever.
“I told you many times, our life is fine like this and we don’t need your help.” I said for the umpteenth time.
“Yoochun-shii please, don’t you want the best for your little brother.”
That was exactly what I feared, the fact that he’d get to my weakest point, Junsu.
“The point is you’re too busy to take care of a teenager, same for your parents. And a wrong environment can really affect his study. The domestic services and the government came to an agreement that it’d be the best for Junsu to grow up surrounded by a family that can give him the warmth he missed. So we’ll send him to a foster home.”
“.. Wait a minute, so you say you’re just going to take Junsu away from me without discussing the matter with him nor with me?”
“We’re very sorry, Yoochun-shii. But this decision cannot be changed anymore, we’ll send people over to get your brother in 2 days, it’s up to you to tell him about it.”
I couldn’t say a thing, it was like someone cut my tongue out. It didn’t make sense, it didn’t make sense at all I screamed, tried to get the man out of my house and yelled at him to never come back again.
Next thing I did was call the domestic services, I thought they could help me but those a-holes all told me the same things.
“I’m terribly sorry, Yoochun-shii. But it seemed that your parents had always wanted your brother to grow up in a family. It was your parents will.”
The fact my parents were behind this fed me up even more. I was already an adult, and I didn’t see Junsu as a burden even though he was a teenager now.
We belonged together.
But now… We were going to be separated.
How was I ever going to tell Junsu?
---
Junsu came home at the usual time. As bubbly and happy as always. When I saw his worried face when he saw me sitting one couch my heart cracked and I ran towards him. Wrapping my arms around him.
“H-Hyung? What’s wrong?”
It was like he already felt I was going to tell him. I tugged him close and hid my face on his shoulder. “Junsu…”
“Hyung.. You’re scaring me, what happened?” Junsu said frightened. “D-Did something happen to Umma and Appa again? Are… Are they?”
“No.. No it has nothing to do with them..” I whispered. “It has something to do with.. with you Junsu..”
“Eh?”
“Maybe we could go sit down for a moment.”
I had to tell him. I couldn’t keep it from him, in 2 days they’d take him away. To a new family, a family without me. Junsu’s eyes were wide open when I told him everything Lee Dong Sun had told me. About our harsh lifestyle, our parents incapable to take care of us and living on my paychecks. He didn’t interrupt me the whole time, instead tears were slowly rolling down his cheeks.
When I said they’d be here in 2 days to pick him up he snapped. “H-Hyung… Tell me! Tell me it’s just a lie!”
“I wish I could…” Junsu couldn’t believe me at that time, he could only cry and plead this was all a joke. His hands clenched my shirt and tugged me close, he hid his face against my chest and sobbed. The only thing I could do was sooth him.
His heartbreaking cry ringing in my auricle, in my head. We stayed like that for a long time. Junsu kept asking me why, why? I couldn’t really tell him why. It had been a long evening. Junsu had fallen asleep against my chest, the boy just easily cried himself to sleep.
Then I just realized these moments won’t take longer. The moments I had with Junsu, the small, sincere embraces or making love, they wouldn’t be there anymore.
I kissed Junsu as he slept on. It already was too good to be true, I got my little brother’s love, but now… What would happen?
What should I do?
That’s when it was my turn to fall asleep.
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Couldn't concentrate on this fic right now 0___o it's weird, that's because I made an A/B chapter out of this. I need to dust of the plot a bit LOL XD I'm so sorry<3!
Length: Chaptered (6a/??)
Author: JadeXScandal
Pairing: YooSu
Rating: PG13
Themes: Drama, Angst, Fluff, Romance, smut
Warning: love between siblings, incest, age gap of 5 years, language.
Disclaimer: Don't own the characters.. The plot's by me. Awesome banner made by aiko103
Summary: The family Park had gone through a hard time, not only their business got down due to the economic crisis but Mr and Mrs Park aren't capable enough to take care of their own sons. From that moment on the oldest son, Park Yoochun, has to take care of his little brother, Park Junsu, but what the Parks and the rest of the world doesn't know is that the 2 brothers have more than a brotherly bond.
Love developes in the apartment, until the government finds out about the current state of the two teenagers. Things fall apart when they take Junsu to live in a foster home, without leaving an address. Yoochun feels lonely without Junsu, gets depressed and thinks all those years of taking care of his little brothers, and the affection they grew for each other were lost. Until Yoochun decides to go look for him.
Note:
- This fic is delicated to my honey iman_tan
-In this fic, Yoochun and Junsu are bloodrelated, there's an age gap of 5 years between them.
Previous Chapters: 00.|| 01.|| 02a.|| 02b.|| 03. || 04.|| 05.
Chapter 6a - Seperation
Happy times won't last forever.
I didn't want to know anything about that. People should stop nagging so much about things like that. But that's just me being extremely naive.
Because for Junsu and me, bad times were lurking around the corner. Just at a time I thought I finally was happy.
Maybe, I'm just cursed.
---
A month after I took my brother’s innocence way from him things started to get worse. Our parents’ health was decreasing drastically, they were getting paranoid, they would have terrible spasm attacks and just went totally nuts.
Instead of staying at the hospital they were sent to an institution for mentally disabled.
A stupid euphemism for crazy house.
Junsu was broken, of course.. But not as broken as I was. I wasn’t sad, I was angry. I felt so angry even my heart ached. All this time when my parents were working I’d take care of Junsu, I had to learn everything myself while other children had a home with parents and siblings. I never got any help or someone to turn back to in hard times.
I hated my parents for not being there for me.
“Hyung.. We should go.”Junsu tugged the sleeve of my jacket, waking me up out of my little mind spiral, I nodded and let him take me out of the hospital, back to the car. We drove back in silence, none of us said one single word until we got back home and pretended life just went on like it always did.
Then I thought things couldn’t possibly get any worse for us.
But every time you think things like that you always stumble onto a bigger obstacle.
One you can’t just jump over.
“Park Yoochun-shii? Sorry to come by all of a sudden.” A man said smiling as he was about to shake my hand and shake it. “I’m Lee Dong Sun, head of the domestic services.” He handed me his card. “I’d like you talk with you about the home situation you’re in now.”
I looked at him suspiciously, I’d like to throw the door close right in his face, but instead he came in and settled himself on the couch in my living room. “So, what is it you want to talk about?”
“Well, the government and I have been informed by the hospital and your landlord that your parents are incapable to take care of you and your younger brother and that you’re working over time to pay the rent, is that right?”
On that moment I already started to sense serious trouble. “You could say that.. Yes.”
Dong Sun sighed and looked me right in the eyes. “I’m here to make it a little easier for you.”
“I don’t need help, I’m doing perfectly fine, and so does Junsu.”
“Yoochun-shii listen, we want a better future for you and Junsu, believe when I say this.”
How hard he tried I didn’t want to listen, up to a point I got so annoyed I had to clench my fist and force myself to think about happy things.
Biggest fail ever.
“I told you many times, our life is fine like this and we don’t need your help.” I said for the umpteenth time.
“Yoochun-shii please, don’t you want the best for your little brother.”
That was exactly what I feared, the fact that he’d get to my weakest point, Junsu.
“The point is you’re too busy to take care of a teenager, same for your parents. And a wrong environment can really affect his study. The domestic services and the government came to an agreement that it’d be the best for Junsu to grow up surrounded by a family that can give him the warmth he missed. So we’ll send him to a foster home.”
“.. Wait a minute, so you say you’re just going to take Junsu away from me without discussing the matter with him nor with me?”
“We’re very sorry, Yoochun-shii. But this decision cannot be changed anymore, we’ll send people over to get your brother in 2 days, it’s up to you to tell him about it.”
I couldn’t say a thing, it was like someone cut my tongue out. It didn’t make sense, it didn’t make sense at all I screamed, tried to get the man out of my house and yelled at him to never come back again.
Next thing I did was call the domestic services, I thought they could help me but those a-holes all told me the same things.
“I’m terribly sorry, Yoochun-shii. But it seemed that your parents had always wanted your brother to grow up in a family. It was your parents will.”
The fact my parents were behind this fed me up even more. I was already an adult, and I didn’t see Junsu as a burden even though he was a teenager now.
We belonged together.
But now… We were going to be separated.
How was I ever going to tell Junsu?
---
Junsu came home at the usual time. As bubbly and happy as always. When I saw his worried face when he saw me sitting one couch my heart cracked and I ran towards him. Wrapping my arms around him.
“H-Hyung? What’s wrong?”
It was like he already felt I was going to tell him. I tugged him close and hid my face on his shoulder. “Junsu…”
“Hyung.. You’re scaring me, what happened?” Junsu said frightened. “D-Did something happen to Umma and Appa again? Are… Are they?”
“No.. No it has nothing to do with them..” I whispered. “It has something to do with.. with you Junsu..”
“Eh?”
“Maybe we could go sit down for a moment.”
I had to tell him. I couldn’t keep it from him, in 2 days they’d take him away. To a new family, a family without me. Junsu’s eyes were wide open when I told him everything Lee Dong Sun had told me. About our harsh lifestyle, our parents incapable to take care of us and living on my paychecks. He didn’t interrupt me the whole time, instead tears were slowly rolling down his cheeks.
When I said they’d be here in 2 days to pick him up he snapped. “H-Hyung… Tell me! Tell me it’s just a lie!”
“I wish I could…” Junsu couldn’t believe me at that time, he could only cry and plead this was all a joke. His hands clenched my shirt and tugged me close, he hid his face against my chest and sobbed. The only thing I could do was sooth him.
His heartbreaking cry ringing in my auricle, in my head. We stayed like that for a long time. Junsu kept asking me why, why? I couldn’t really tell him why. It had been a long evening. Junsu had fallen asleep against my chest, the boy just easily cried himself to sleep.
Then I just realized these moments won’t take longer. The moments I had with Junsu, the small, sincere embraces or making love, they wouldn’t be there anymore.
I kissed Junsu as he slept on. It already was too good to be true, I got my little brother’s love, but now… What would happen?
What should I do?
That’s when it was my turn to fall asleep.
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Couldn't concentrate on this fic right now 0___o it's weird, that's because I made an A/B chapter out of this. I need to dust of the plot a bit LOL XD I'm so sorry<3!