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Things were, and still are real good, for the most part. Definately not as good as last time I updated, but that's life. Hydra. I stand here Ironing. Uhm, lately things have been pretty average. I see a loss of friendship every second of my life, but I dont blame any of it on having a boyfriend. I blame most of it on my own problems with annoyances. I find it hard to deal with little things, and I get so stressed over nothing. Today I got sad probably like 10 times over seriously dumb things. It seems that Sara and I are nearly perfect friends because we laugh about ridiculous things and make up stupid stories and if I were to do that with anyone else, they would stare at me like I was so dumb, except for maybe Aaron Rzeznik. I also find that I dont have the same friends as I did a month ago, or the month before that, or the month before that. It is ridiculously hard for me to keep friends, which is kind of ironic maybe, considering I am, or used to be 'all about friends.' I miss the summer, mostly, and 711, rooftops, frisbee, Ann Arbor, F.Walk, especially Flamingo beach and all the fun times we had at Palmieri parties. I surely miss those days, although I am not the only one who is distant from the rest. The boys have swimming, and the girls are just girls, none who I exactly can relate to that well, except for maybe a few. Lately I feel behind on the times, not drinking or being a typical senior in highschool. But, back to friends. I haven't hung out with anyone I used to hang out with. I have neglected one of my very best friends, mainly becuase I was too happy to control my own feelings, and helpless to help her with her own. It was the absolute worst time to walk out of someones life, and the crapiest friend I have probably ever been. Another one of my best friends has been MIA ever since New Years and I would definately love to see her and hang out and be losers again (including ninja dodging) except we are both occupied with extreme boyfriends. By that, I mean, we are both pretty much head over heals, and if you do know how that it, is it nearly impossible to take control of. My old best guy friends and I rarely hang out, but I still care so much about all of them (except when they brag about how much sweeter their job is than mine). Now, the boys I have been hanging out with are Brad, David, and Klink, and Sara. For now, it is perfectly fine because I so much fun its nuts, but a big piece of my life is missing. I am missing the scategories parties in my basement, and all of the times we ever did anything. I miss all the crap Sam talks about virtually everyone, and I only miss it because it is so hilarious. I basically just miss alot of things, but because my 'whole group of friends' is so torn apart, it is hard to have group activities where people maintain their sanity. I am still hoping that things pull through by the end of the year. I love senior year so far, regardless of my friendships. But, as far as school goes, I dont know. I did pretty well on my finals and my GPA is pretty good as well. I am going to MSU next year, which is fantastic, but I am not ready, espeically not to go in blind!! :x! I am taking photoII, which is a waste of time and I dont know what to switch it to. The class is huge and I sit next to Anna and Kristin, but I find myself dreading 1st hour. My 2nd hour is still precalc and I think its really freaking weird that our seats, assigned seats, are just about 3% different than last years class. Weird. Moving on, my 3rd hour is AP English and I am really trying to get focused and do something? Student Activities is 98% better than last semester already and I am trying harder to not be a dumb flirt idiot because it is almost too hard not to with him. I cant exactly explain it, it is just an emotion or action I cannot comprehend. AP Psych is alright. Bottom line. Mrs Cohen and I are in constant battle and probably will be for the rest of 2006. 6th Hour, I am Mr. Sherman's aid, with Carrie and it is real fun and I love it, except the word on the street is that all aids are going to have to quit being aids. Basically we will be screwed or something. Whatever happens, I am still 100% happier than having Mr. Kussy. 100%, you have nooooo idea. I still need 19 or so NHS hours, gosh. Today I am in a bad mood for some reason, I think I already said that, but I notice it for dumb reasons. At school I was in a very good mood so I am confused as to why I am unhappy at this moment. OH gosh, I just need a break maybe! Yesterday David and Klink were funny and I really like to hang out with them so much oh man and Sara too, those guys are my joy. Except for Brad. I dont want him to read this and think that I think David is so much sweeter than him becuase Brad is the absolute best thing I have ever had, or maybe I should say that so it doesnt sound like he is and item. He gives me the best feeling I have ever felt? Maybe that sounds better. New topic: Sarah Banks Middle School, aka Ah Ban Iddle Choo. Sara, Klink, David, and I all went to banks on the last day of finals. It was real fun, Mr. Brown called me Trista myspace and Mr. Danner remembered me, and Mr. New York. Those were the freaking days. I also talked to Mrs. Phelps and she barely remembered my name, except she did recall that we were her girls and that was a good feeling. After banks, we drove Sara to work and I enjoyed my life. Brad has a job and Emagine now, which is real cool but I hope they dont purposely schedule us on different days so we cant ever hang out or see eachother hahah. That would suck real bad. Everyone works there now and I feel like Hollys mad. :X. Chuck Norris jokes are the latest trend. I heard them once, the first time, at Brads with Sara and David and then the next day it felt like 80% of the seniors at my school were talking about Chuck Norris. Strangest phenomenon ever, not even kidding. They are real good, except the funniest thing, is not even a joke. The funniest thing, is to change every 'Chuck Norris' to 'Mr. Plas.' Well worth the laughter if you know what I mean. I wish I skiied more, or basically ever, so I could fit in with their family a whole lot better. I, lately, hate or despise participating in atheletic activities. My own favorite things to do are frisbee and swimming. I long for the summer so I can go swimming. I also long for the summer because the winter makes me sad and depressed and I am only in a stupid mood all the time becuase it is never sunny, ever. Today was an exception. Soccer conditioning starts on Monday and its for an hour every single day after school and I am real sad except real excited to get in shape. I'll admit I am gaining weight by the second and I feel kind of dumb about it. Ah well, we'll see what happens. I think the whole myspace fad is slowly fading out. People that are late bloomers are still getting them, and others are still boycotting just for the heck of it, mainly just to boycott and go against everyone else, but the whole concept is nearly over for me. I dont really get much feedback from anyone, although I still check religiously. Hopefully I can get away from this stupid trend and maintain a different lifestyle! I am sick of reading slut myspaces becuase they all say the same thing and I am also kind of sick of reading the same old ABOUT ME for every person. Not because I think they are stupid, but because DUH, everyone hates liars, we know y ou do too. As well as fakes, and two faced people and backstabbers. I almost want to write mine and make it say "I LOVE: Liars, fakes, backstabbing friends, etc etc, the obvious, duh!" Maybe my mood is taking over my typing here, hah. I think I have a fever right now, it's kind of freaking me out. I am definately sick. I am determined to have a good picture of me and Brad becuase one of us is always doing something stupid or looking stupid haha, its so dumb. I want to take more pictures. This update has a ton though, woo! I suppose I should probably post this, becuase if I write ANY MORE, nobody will keep reading, and I admit that I write to be read. Sorry if I say dumb pointless things becuase I know I do. I am thinking about maybe doing a friends cut, but then I am afraid someone will start using their LJ again and they will be deleted from mine. Yikes.
First, I'll show you the new car. My mom and I share it, but I doubt Ill be driving it all that much.
Aparently it's some s23423 car. I hate to say that I couldnt care less.. hah.
Heres from my birthday party. what an alien.
Most awkward pose, i looked like a dumb idiot.
they love the beams.
a coupla gangstas, i guess.
Haley love the camera.
Thumbs up for NOTHING.
Hah.
Pearly whites.
Jason loves Holly. Pookie.
Paulie and me.
hahaha Nikki.
Dimitriomnos. hahah I'm so funny.
Brother... ::waves hand across face as to put into a spell::
King and Queen.
Sandwich.
What a cute dog, 585.
Sour face.
Concentrated boys. Not doing to include the (d) becuase its over used. Mostly by me.
Miss bojan.
Little trooper.
A picture of andrew, cause I think the sky looks beautiful.
WHOA YOUR SOOOO STRONG.
These are from New Years. MY favorite day of life.
Stupid knees ahaa except I love this one.
haha. i mean cute.
Ive got good aim.
Pretending. strictly pretending.
INTENSE AIR HOCKEY.
We tied.
woo.
AUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
"OMGOMGOMG LIKE TOTALLY SWEET I LOVE DDR XOXO"
i am so sexual.
I need my hair done.
well, look lively everyone!
HAHAHAH JASON!
Ahah I always take pictures of Claire and her boyfriend on NYs.
STUPID.
HAHAHAHAHAH favorite picture.
Lookin' cute.
HELLO, SUH WEEEEET!
Laffing it up, in a group photo.
Whats going awn.
Hahahah one of my favorites. oh dear, oh rear.
Same wore en.
bodi builder.
kissi faces
pictures of the decade.
ya see.
yeah real happy.
maybe im dreaming.
I look like a stupid, but i liiiiike it. i do.
Group group.
I love them all.
For sara and the boyds.
hahah ohhhh oscar..
Cash money.
whoa iggs.
giggle giggle.
tormented.
igor the puppy
headlocks.
he can be sexy
looking up
looking pissed
I woule like to write all over his forehead.
lil happy guy
compare. I dont want to talk about it.
Running in place in space.
This is mainly here because of my modeling career
See?
Its becuase im so HOT. I mean HaWt XOXO.
FinalZ.
big BAAAAAABAAAAAY.
Piece.
2
A series of unfortunate events...
:-O!
Just kidding. Brad loves the camera.
we love peace. I mean I do.
David looks like he's in 4th grade.
I like that shirt alot.
Three fine studs ;-)
I got rimp on my sholder.
This is the kind of stuff,
Someone would do, if they were drunk.
except he wasnt.
at all.
QUITE THE SIGHT.
Sara likes things big.