relationships, more later
This has been one of the roughest weeks for me, meaning last week, but also the most amazing. We've been learning about relationships, with God and how that flows into every other kind we will have. I always thought i knew what the body of Christ was suppose to look like, how it was suppose to function and be with each other. It seemed like i was in a fellowship that had that part together at least. An unhealthy relationship with your brothers and sisters can LOOK just like healthy but be far from it. I was blinded so much by them I didnt even realize what i was buying into. I don't have time to type everything i want to about this. I'm at the library this time with brandon and cory and we're about to go get clothes for Friday's social which is Tacky prom, lol, oh brother.
I am so hurt though that those who i did confine in are so deeply lost themselves. I understand why God had me leave, at least more then i did before and it has been a comfort to know that God is indeed soveriegn and wanting His children to be protected.
Relationship even sister with sister is can easily get out of balance even though you are both pursuing Christ, worshipping Him, in prayer and accountability. Over time that which first drew you together, Christ can become the secondary source in your life and your friend the first in completing you (attempting to). Nothing on the outside has changed but the hearts intent has. I'll have to type up my notes and scripture on this later.
oh yeah, almost forgot real quick, i have a group date tonight and we have no idea who they are. They wrote the sweetest letter to us and left it on our door during prayer a few nights ago. Should be a good time of fellowship who ever they are, the guys here are awesome.
I am so hurt though that those who i did confine in are so deeply lost themselves. I understand why God had me leave, at least more then i did before and it has been a comfort to know that God is indeed soveriegn and wanting His children to be protected.
Relationship even sister with sister is can easily get out of balance even though you are both pursuing Christ, worshipping Him, in prayer and accountability. Over time that which first drew you together, Christ can become the secondary source in your life and your friend the first in completing you (attempting to). Nothing on the outside has changed but the hearts intent has. I'll have to type up my notes and scripture on this later.
oh yeah, almost forgot real quick, i have a group date tonight and we have no idea who they are. They wrote the sweetest letter to us and left it on our door during prayer a few nights ago. Should be a good time of fellowship who ever they are, the guys here are awesome.