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I am so tired of mirrors. I hate looking at what there's but not in reality seeing it. reflections, not reality. I need truth in all this deciet. I'm given it yet still reject it. Grace, mercy, every single day i am in desperate need of it. How patient the Lord is with his people. The poem i have written, the thoughts that i still let consume my mind at times. So wicked, so detestable, vomitting till there's nothing left inside, its all so evil. We've all been infected since birth by this disease of sin. When Christ is your savior though, He only sees the blood of His son covering you, you are not the sin. By grace I am saved.
I've gotten done to the bottom line with a lot of my friends i only ever talk to on the phone anymore, for a long time now. I told them that they either choose to exact Christ or they are going to hell. You either serve Satan or God, one master alone, even as a Christian if you have reject keeping His commandments and fearing God, if you are not for God than you are against Him. There is no middle ground in Christianity. We will never be free of sin but in pursuing God we become more aware of it and if we truly repent are hearts desires will be changed and deliverane will come from God. Such patience God has for His people, for me.
Think about it... most of the people in this coffee shop with me is spending eternity in hell... there will be wailing and nashing of teeth... and it will be b/c of their own selfish desires, their choice. we are here for a blink of an eye and they have no concept of what they are missing. Those who are saved are God's choosen people, it is an honor, and we are seperated from the world. It's overwhelmingly sad that so many wont know the peace and love of Christ as I have. Torment so they think here, but torment more so that they cannot fathom in hell.
I've gotten done to the bottom line with a lot of my friends i only ever talk to on the phone anymore, for a long time now. I told them that they either choose to exact Christ or they are going to hell. You either serve Satan or God, one master alone, even as a Christian if you have reject keeping His commandments and fearing God, if you are not for God than you are against Him. There is no middle ground in Christianity. We will never be free of sin but in pursuing God we become more aware of it and if we truly repent are hearts desires will be changed and deliverane will come from God. Such patience God has for His people, for me.
Think about it... most of the people in this coffee shop with me is spending eternity in hell... there will be wailing and nashing of teeth... and it will be b/c of their own selfish desires, their choice. we are here for a blink of an eye and they have no concept of what they are missing. Those who are saved are God's choosen people, it is an honor, and we are seperated from the world. It's overwhelmingly sad that so many wont know the peace and love of Christ as I have. Torment so they think here, but torment more so that they cannot fathom in hell.