hello.

[jackcantdie]

I haven't posted here in a while... a lot has happened lately. 2 full time jobs (speaking of which, any suggestions on how to get through that without minimizing my hours [top surgery is the goal, and yes i am saving, it is just not happening quick enough as i take more out than i put in, due to unexpected expenses]). my girlfriend has told me that she will help me pay for surgery which is such a sweet offer but i feel awkward having to rely on other people for help. to add onto it, i think my girlfriend's eagerness has been increased due to me having chest-pains because of my binders being so bloody tight. my initial reaction is, "sweet, she'll help me, i can get it sooner." but then another part of me is, "wow... she'll help me but that's too much money to ask of someone." guilt sets in. and nothing has even happened yet!

have any of you been in a similar situation where you put aside your pride and let someone help you? or have two cents to share about this?