I feel physically ill about it...like my stomach is going to implode on itself. I can't breathe. I can't inhale to cry...but somehow the tears don't stop. I'm grieving something i lost so long ago...but i never really realised it until today. I'm also grieving for me...i never knew her. I don't know if I'll ever get a chance to. For a minute...in ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what i'm feeling right now, but i've established that is isn't good on any level. I feel out of place, strange. We got our school photos today, and i look like am idiot, which doesn't suprise me, but it still sucks knowing that i'm ugly and i'm going to be that way forever. More than that, i hate the fact that tate is prettier than ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely okay, my doctor told me. I have to take another test to find out why i'm not concentrating at school. I went to caitlin's last night. It was suprisingly fun, brandon kept making daniel laugh, and it made refiloe laugh, and so all of us ended up laughing. In retrospect, i shouldn't have bothered to sms craig, because now we're going ( Read more... )

Denver has recently reinstated a ( Read more... )

I'm wondering...why is it that christians take some twisted pleasure in being poor and pretending to be good people, and they judge you, and your friends for being real, and not faking their beliefs in freedom of opinion. Why is it that they insist that if you live a life of poverty you'll go to heaven. Because living a life with money would ( Read more... )

I've been sick this week. Hurling and the suchlike. It seems as though my stomach has selected all food i eat. School remains hell on earth and insists on stressing me out to the point where I've been thinking of suicide as a feasible option ( Read more... )

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Hey all.
Thought I'd give an update really quickly.
Saturday, I got two kittens( finally) and I've had maybe...12 hours sleep altogether since then.
I need some help naming them, so please?!? Help?
They're both girls, and pictures are in the post above this one.

Love you all.

http://www.kingsofchaos.com/recruit.php?uniqid=q783gasz

Yeah..
Schol was shit...
Thanks for asking.
XD
It was so weird...and I was so sleep deprived, I can't really remember anything...so...cha.
Love you all.