Why i don't want to live anymore...
I'm not sure what i'm feeling right now, but i've established that is isn't good on any level. I feel out of place, strange. We got our school photos today, and i look like am idiot, which doesn't suprise me, but it still sucks knowing that i'm ugly and i'm going to be that way forever. More than that, i hate the fact that tate is prettier than me. I sound like a horrible person right now, but maybe i am. I can't deny it anymore. I'm destined to be a fat, ugly, lonely, resentful, old woman. And that's why