a prayre to ana .... (anorexia)
Bless me Ana, for I have sinned.
It has been 30 seconds since my last confession.
I confess to gluttony and weakness. I confess that I doubted your ability to save my wretched soul. Please forgive my lack of faith.
Help me to resist the temptations placed before me. I am in physical and mental pain because I have sinned against you, Ana... and my stomach and soul cries out in pain.
My goddess Ana, help me to resist the desires of the flesh. Make me pure . Please embrace me and make me perfect. You are my savior, my mother, and always willing to take me back even when I have blatantly left you. Please erase these sins from my soul and help me to stand up help me to stand firm.
Amen.
stuped fucking 1080 cals worth of cookie dough ice cream!
How could i let myself fucking eat that !
now I realy can not slip up again .
No food tomorrow no matter what!
I fucking hate myself .
:(
I went from this ( around ...89/92lbs) (befor thanksgiveing):
to this (today) (around ...95/96lbs) :
its amazing what 4/5 pounds can make a change.
.......
I fucken hate myself . blah
It has been 30 seconds since my last confession.
I confess to gluttony and weakness. I confess that I doubted your ability to save my wretched soul. Please forgive my lack of faith.
Help me to resist the temptations placed before me. I am in physical and mental pain because I have sinned against you, Ana... and my stomach and soul cries out in pain.
My goddess Ana, help me to resist the desires of the flesh. Make me pure . Please embrace me and make me perfect. You are my savior, my mother, and always willing to take me back even when I have blatantly left you. Please erase these sins from my soul and help me to stand up help me to stand firm.
Amen.
stuped fucking 1080 cals worth of cookie dough ice cream!
How could i let myself fucking eat that !
now I realy can not slip up again .
No food tomorrow no matter what!
I fucking hate myself .
:(
I went from this ( around ...89/92lbs) (befor thanksgiveing):
to this (today) (around ...95/96lbs) :
its amazing what 4/5 pounds can make a change.
.......
I fucken hate myself . blah