hi, long time no update
So everything has been going nuts. Mostly Regan, he's fallen face first off his rocker, and all of us are fed up. Everyone is leaving, why does anything matter now? He's trying to turn me against them by saying "oh, Emily, They say so much shit about you and Sergei, always" psh. Yeah, Mark, I believe it coming from you, the master bullshitter after I have been friends with all those people for 8 years. 8 years, man, it's going to take a lot more than Mark Regan to get me to believe that bullshit. He loved burdening people with his problems to make himself seem like such a victim. It's actually quite pathetic. He makes me think that there are no good people in the world, and that it's foolish to count on anybody, even yourself, and I know all of that isn't true. He loves gratifying himself and it's stupid that he always makes it seem that what he thinks is the right thing to think and any other opinion is wrong and against him. My image of him is getting rather skewed knowing that he lies about everything. He says that he doesn't go out of his way to lie to people, but anybody that says that is lying, because they're trying to get you to believe that they never lie about anything. HE LIES ALL THE TIME! About stupid things, too. Even about this entire situation, I caught him yesterday when he showed up at Josh's to tattle on Josh to Mrs. Bails, but they weren't home. Mrs. Bails knows everything about Josh. Yeah, Josh drinks sometimes, but thats not a big deal. He's 18, and leaving for college, of course he's going to drink. SO, I call him just to see what he would say as to why he was there, he said that he was just going to tell Josh's parents what was going on, and that he knew he wasn't welcome in that house anymore. HAHABULLSHIT. He called Lisa too and he told her that he went over there to see if he could still show up at Josh's going-away-to-college-party. HAHAMOREBULLSHIT. He can't keep track of what he tells other people, so he just says the first thing that comes to mind,and none of it is ever true. It's so sad. He says that he's not a psychopath. Ha. Yeah, right. i have never seen anyone with such explosive anger.
On a lighter note. I'm at the house right now. Sergei is upstairs painting. I want to go help, but I'm afraid to leave Tim and Lisa down here ALL ALONE. They'll probably just....get all over eachother and that won't be pretty. Tim keeps farting and it's stinking up the basement, so I've solved the lack of fresh smell dilema by putting Sergei's TAG midnight scent deodorant under my nose, and it smells spectacular. You see, the matress in the basement is really low to the ground, and there this big space of wall ubove it, and I hit my head all the time. I just thought it was me being dumb, but Lisa just hit her head too. So either lisa and i are both dumb, or the degree of that couch is rather hazardous. We went to CJ barrymore's today with Tim, Lisa, and Lisa's brother, Johnathan, who has re-kindled the relationship with the horse-faced little brat named Gina. So we took hiim to meet up with her. ICK. By coincidence, we ran into Meg and Andy there, funny. We played putt putt and it was actually really fun. We didnt keep score or anything, we just kinda fucked around, it was actually a lot of fun for $6.00 with a buy one get one free coupon, compliments of Lisa Coupon Vitale. We rented National Lampoons Vacation, hilarious movie,I must say. Sergei and I wanted to rent Apocolypto, but due to Tim and Lisa's illiterate personalities, it unfortunately didn't end up happening.
Tomorrow is Josh's going away to college party. We're all just going to stay the night, he leaves at 4 in the morning, then we'll all just go to bed probably. I'll be too sad to sleep. I've been trying to Mentally prepare myself for everyone leaving, but I'm still gonna cry. Josh is my big brother. All those boys are. Mark and Phil are leaving on the 23rd. At least they'll still be in the state, unlike Josh who is going to boston. It's going to be so sad. Sergei and I are gonna road trip over one of the breaks to go see him and his other discustingly smart MIT friends. It's just like, what are we gonna do without them? Or what am I gonna do without them? I hate change, so I hate that I won't be able to leave phil anymore blood-brothers messages, and i won't be able to call mark puta, or listen to the postal service and sonic youth with him, and he won't be able to tell me how much he loves having sex with veronica, even though i'm not particularily fond of Veronica. I've had so many good times with them. Having sleepovers at Josh's house, and having popcorn fights until the carpet was coated with an inch of popcorn. Mr. Bails would get so mad at us. It's just....ah. i don't know what I'm gonna do. I used to worry about who was going to take care of me after they were gone, but Sergei takes care of me and I'm not worried about that anymore. But still, eh.
I want to buy Sergei a puppy for christmas. I'll get a job by then and i want to buyt him a puppy like ein. Or a Husky like he wants. If we do get a puppy like ein, in cowboy bebop, we will name it ein. It'll be so cute. We saw one at the pet store the other day. It was so cute!