Random..
I think quite often, Live journal is my go-to place when I'm missing Nathan...which I extremely do right now, so here I am.
I ran tonight to help keep me strong. I did 5 miles in 51:34, so 2 minutes faster then the last time I ran it, so thats good improvement. Feels good to know that I can run 5 miles now at a pace that I could barely do for 3 miles before. My next run I am going to try to do my 3.5 trail under 32 min. We shall see how that goes...
It's frustrating how some days when I'm juggling it seems to be going so well..and then I have days when I'm trying to do simple stuff I've been doing for a long time now and I drop all over the place..of course especially when I'm trying to film it...ugh..It's only wed though, and my goal was to get a good video of my progress by the end of this week...and I fully intend to practice tomorrow, Friday, and Sat. Not as much as I would have liked to on sat...go figure, my weekend off, I am filling in for Allie...but how can you deny someone the time to go to a funeral? Especially one for a death as horrible as these two girls..and baby..=/
So here's hoping these past couple days of dedicated practice start to smooth out some things by the end of this week.
I seriously can't wait for Nathan to get back...I have no clue when I'll get to see him again :( I won't get any alone time with him any time soon I imagine..Maureen will get here the same time he comes back, and Lord knows I can't do a day of my own time while Maureen is here...which is understandable and I'm excited to see my seester, but I miss my fb :(
Well its late and time for me to sleep...Maybe I'll have happier updates later.
But I should mention...today wasn't a bad day...I got to go to the lake with my mom and we had fun :) and juggled there and had a nice couple ladies comment on it. So I should stop moping around like today was awful...but being at the lake made me miss him even more :p lol I'm pathetic, 3 days...the weird part is just not being able to talk. But its only been 2 days since then lol
Aah.. Goodnight.
I ran tonight to help keep me strong. I did 5 miles in 51:34, so 2 minutes faster then the last time I ran it, so thats good improvement. Feels good to know that I can run 5 miles now at a pace that I could barely do for 3 miles before. My next run I am going to try to do my 3.5 trail under 32 min. We shall see how that goes...
It's frustrating how some days when I'm juggling it seems to be going so well..and then I have days when I'm trying to do simple stuff I've been doing for a long time now and I drop all over the place..of course especially when I'm trying to film it...ugh..It's only wed though, and my goal was to get a good video of my progress by the end of this week...and I fully intend to practice tomorrow, Friday, and Sat. Not as much as I would have liked to on sat...go figure, my weekend off, I am filling in for Allie...but how can you deny someone the time to go to a funeral? Especially one for a death as horrible as these two girls..and baby..=/
So here's hoping these past couple days of dedicated practice start to smooth out some things by the end of this week.
I seriously can't wait for Nathan to get back...I have no clue when I'll get to see him again :( I won't get any alone time with him any time soon I imagine..Maureen will get here the same time he comes back, and Lord knows I can't do a day of my own time while Maureen is here...which is understandable and I'm excited to see my seester, but I miss my fb :(
Well its late and time for me to sleep...Maybe I'll have happier updates later.
But I should mention...today wasn't a bad day...I got to go to the lake with my mom and we had fun :) and juggled there and had a nice couple ladies comment on it. So I should stop moping around like today was awful...but being at the lake made me miss him even more :p lol I'm pathetic, 3 days...the weird part is just not being able to talk. But its only been 2 days since then lol
Aah.. Goodnight.