Ugh

[torie90]

I'm such a night person....but why do I always manage to get myself in these awful moods at night when I want to go to bed....and half the time I barely know why or its purpose but then focus on all the reasons I hate my life and am angry about...and just feel blah....this is what happens when your other half lives someplace else...the half that makes even the worst of thoughts and moods go away.
I always speak of control...but controlling your reactions are hard without the motivation.