June has arrived
I'm not entirely sure why I'm writing in here tonight, but I guess I had some events on my mind, past and upcoming, and its a good way to document these times. Also my baby isn't online, the one I usually ramble my thoughts to, but he is home being quite ill :( It makes me so sad to see him not feeling well, I know Nathan pushes through a lot, but I just wanted to scoop him up, lay him down in my lap in a nice warm bed and take care of him...But he was quite hardcore today.
It is June 1st, the beginning on an interesting month for me. Today Nathan and I performed on the streets at downtown's First Fridays. It was horrible weather, Nathan was feeling quite ill still, and we were on the outskirts of downtown where few people wandered. We pushed through anyways and managed the best we could. Nathan did exceptionally well in his condition. Then we finally got to venture down into an indoor facility and do a live performance there, where we actually made some tips. So even though we came in, feeling pretty miserably about the shitty conditions and situation, we came out as best we could and it wasn't a total fluke.
Coming up here soon are some more fun time events. Alyssa's family is taking me to Frankenmuth next weekend for Zoie's 3rd birthday. I'm looking forward to a nice vacation where I don't really have any worries or obligations. Plus I get to go swimming and spend time with my favorite little girl. She's a handful, often times a pain in the butt, but when she calls my name and giggles every time I walk in the room and gives me that cute little smile, I can't help but melt and remember I love her. So I'm looking forward to that for sure. Plus I'm also excited to check some things out at Frankenmuth. I haven't been there since 2008 when I went with my Aunt Amy. They have a shop there called Essential Oils that sells all kinds of natural oils and massage stuff, can't wait to get back there.
Two other big things I'm looking forward to this month is Circus Pages is in town so I will be seeing that with Nathan this week, and also getting to spend some much needed one on one time with Nathan.
First time I went to the circus was with Nathan last year, and I'm looking forward to going again. I still dream that one day Nathan and I could be associated with a Circus...a far out dream but you never know ;)
But yeah, Nathan and I will have the change this week to spend some real time together, juggling, dancing, creating music and more, watching movies, making meals, and doing whatever we so please. I'm seriously just looking forward to just getting to spend some quality time with him, where we can really just focus on us and all the things we love to do. There are days when I just want to pull him close to me and just spend the day looking at his captivating eyes, running my hands through his soft hair, feeling his sweet skin, kissing his soft lips, and just being With him...so many days I just want to surround myself in him and let nothing else matter...so no matter what we do, it's going to be so nice to get to spend a full day (hopefully) just being Near him and not having to spend it like I normally do, just missing him and waiting for the next moment to see him.
I know I talk about him a lot...but goddamnit I think about him a lot.
I know I go through my day to day just fine, and enjoy the other things I do and do my best to enjoy every part of my life...but no matter what, when he's not around, I miss him terribly and he's always there in the back of my mind or full force taking it over. I just want to share each moment with him and always wondering what he's up to and what he's doing...and sometimes I even catch myself when I have down time and he's not around I get like..almost depressed lol Life is just so much more complete when he's around.
I am made for that man...
Okay, so also this month...birthdays! Ahhh! 3 of some of the most important people in my life are having birthdays all in the same week! My mother, my Goddaughter, and my boyfriend. Gotta get myself ready for those. Zoie's I will get a vacation to celebrate, and my mom and Nathans I will probably spend convincing them that they aren't that old and life is still worth living haha.
Then! The weekend/day after my moms birthday, I will be doing a nude run with Nathan! ahh! Talk about intimidating...but its gonna be cool. And it's World Juggling Day and we're off to see mister G-balls and have a good time with some incredible people. It's going to be awesome :)
Omg and then! I am going to Drew's wedding with Nathan. I love weddings and receptions, they're so much fun lol. I'm also going to be around a bunch of Nathans family and it will be my first family outing with him with me being his girlfriend. That's crazy to think about...given it still blows my mind when I really think about it, that we're actually dating. It's a good thing though, I just feel incredibly blessed and happy we're together. So I'm looking forward to going, just kind of a crazy concept.
So yeah...so much going on this month, and I'm looking forward to all of it. I hope summer doesnt go by too fast.
One thing I really want to do before too long is a day at the beach..even if its just at Whamplers Lake..and then eventually this summer, Lake Michigan.
Some other personal goals of mine right now are to really focus on my running and juggling. I want to improve a lot with these..oh and hooping. But I really want to keep driving to get into good shape and take my skills to a new level. I know all the work Nathan and I do and his awesome encouragement and motivation, I'll be able to do this...just gotta keep pushing myself...have I mentioned how much I love that man? Damn I seriously love how in tuned to each other we are, and all the amazing things we do together.
So here's to a good month...maybe I'll make it back here to give some details on how these things went..but you never know haha. Bring it on summer.
It is June 1st, the beginning on an interesting month for me. Today Nathan and I performed on the streets at downtown's First Fridays. It was horrible weather, Nathan was feeling quite ill still, and we were on the outskirts of downtown where few people wandered. We pushed through anyways and managed the best we could. Nathan did exceptionally well in his condition. Then we finally got to venture down into an indoor facility and do a live performance there, where we actually made some tips. So even though we came in, feeling pretty miserably about the shitty conditions and situation, we came out as best we could and it wasn't a total fluke.
Coming up here soon are some more fun time events. Alyssa's family is taking me to Frankenmuth next weekend for Zoie's 3rd birthday. I'm looking forward to a nice vacation where I don't really have any worries or obligations. Plus I get to go swimming and spend time with my favorite little girl. She's a handful, often times a pain in the butt, but when she calls my name and giggles every time I walk in the room and gives me that cute little smile, I can't help but melt and remember I love her. So I'm looking forward to that for sure. Plus I'm also excited to check some things out at Frankenmuth. I haven't been there since 2008 when I went with my Aunt Amy. They have a shop there called Essential Oils that sells all kinds of natural oils and massage stuff, can't wait to get back there.
Two other big things I'm looking forward to this month is Circus Pages is in town so I will be seeing that with Nathan this week, and also getting to spend some much needed one on one time with Nathan.
First time I went to the circus was with Nathan last year, and I'm looking forward to going again. I still dream that one day Nathan and I could be associated with a Circus...a far out dream but you never know ;)
But yeah, Nathan and I will have the change this week to spend some real time together, juggling, dancing, creating music and more, watching movies, making meals, and doing whatever we so please. I'm seriously just looking forward to just getting to spend some quality time with him, where we can really just focus on us and all the things we love to do. There are days when I just want to pull him close to me and just spend the day looking at his captivating eyes, running my hands through his soft hair, feeling his sweet skin, kissing his soft lips, and just being With him...so many days I just want to surround myself in him and let nothing else matter...so no matter what we do, it's going to be so nice to get to spend a full day (hopefully) just being Near him and not having to spend it like I normally do, just missing him and waiting for the next moment to see him.
I know I talk about him a lot...but goddamnit I think about him a lot.
I know I go through my day to day just fine, and enjoy the other things I do and do my best to enjoy every part of my life...but no matter what, when he's not around, I miss him terribly and he's always there in the back of my mind or full force taking it over. I just want to share each moment with him and always wondering what he's up to and what he's doing...and sometimes I even catch myself when I have down time and he's not around I get like..almost depressed lol Life is just so much more complete when he's around.
I am made for that man...
Okay, so also this month...birthdays! Ahhh! 3 of some of the most important people in my life are having birthdays all in the same week! My mother, my Goddaughter, and my boyfriend. Gotta get myself ready for those. Zoie's I will get a vacation to celebrate, and my mom and Nathans I will probably spend convincing them that they aren't that old and life is still worth living haha.
Then! The weekend/day after my moms birthday, I will be doing a nude run with Nathan! ahh! Talk about intimidating...but its gonna be cool. And it's World Juggling Day and we're off to see mister G-balls and have a good time with some incredible people. It's going to be awesome :)
Omg and then! I am going to Drew's wedding with Nathan. I love weddings and receptions, they're so much fun lol. I'm also going to be around a bunch of Nathans family and it will be my first family outing with him with me being his girlfriend. That's crazy to think about...given it still blows my mind when I really think about it, that we're actually dating. It's a good thing though, I just feel incredibly blessed and happy we're together. So I'm looking forward to going, just kind of a crazy concept.
So yeah...so much going on this month, and I'm looking forward to all of it. I hope summer doesnt go by too fast.
One thing I really want to do before too long is a day at the beach..even if its just at Whamplers Lake..and then eventually this summer, Lake Michigan.
Some other personal goals of mine right now are to really focus on my running and juggling. I want to improve a lot with these..oh and hooping. But I really want to keep driving to get into good shape and take my skills to a new level. I know all the work Nathan and I do and his awesome encouragement and motivation, I'll be able to do this...just gotta keep pushing myself...have I mentioned how much I love that man? Damn I seriously love how in tuned to each other we are, and all the amazing things we do together.
So here's to a good month...maybe I'll make it back here to give some details on how these things went..but you never know haha. Bring it on summer.