"Eulogy"
You didn't know him as well as I did.
Only 8th grade,not as a kid.
And I didn't hangout, with him all of the time
Or at the time
In the end
I don't envy you,for being his friend
I never said that this was your fault
I don't blame you out loud, or in my head
I know It'd be hard to hear what was said
Especially now
I don't know that person,she doesn't know me
Or what shes doing here but, neither does she
That guy is smiling while his friend sits and talks
His mom is crying as the pallbear walks
Glides to a big black casket placed in the room
The tears and sobbs add to a gloom
I don't know why hes not here to sign the guest list
But,I guess he is "the one who will truely be missed"
I'm not mad,and know that I don't blame you.
I'm just mad that I wasn't there to.
Only 8th grade,not as a kid.
And I didn't hangout, with him all of the time
Or at the time
In the end
I don't envy you,for being his friend
I never said that this was your fault
I don't blame you out loud, or in my head
I know It'd be hard to hear what was said
Especially now
I don't know that person,she doesn't know me
Or what shes doing here but, neither does she
That guy is smiling while his friend sits and talks
His mom is crying as the pallbear walks
Glides to a big black casket placed in the room
The tears and sobbs add to a gloom
I don't know why hes not here to sign the guest list
But,I guess he is "the one who will truely be missed"
I'm not mad,and know that I don't blame you.
I'm just mad that I wasn't there to.