Burn in F*#@ bitches
Hello Again,
It is like the 7th day of school and I'm ready for summer and so ready to sleep but,it probably won't come that fast considering "time flies when you're having fun" and I'm not, I feel like everyone I'm around doesn't want me there and laughs at how stupid I am to stay . I really didn't think Britt leaving would have this much effect on my life , I expected change but, not in every aspect or in all it's form. I think alot of the people that I surrounded myself with were mean spirited and negative and I feel like I was like that but,now my guard is down and no one will even be nice to me who they used to sit and joke around with I don't know I'm just so over being mean about everything I love people and all the beauty and knowledge a new person can bring to your life as stupid as that sounds most people would know what I mean by that. I think notebooks and diaries and paper scraps have been my euphoria for to long. I need to get out but, I really don't want to as lame as that sounds I just wish I had all the friends I ever felt genuwine love for ,ever were in a room and I'd just be there and not want anything else this whole entry is stupid it's just my fingers falling on keys mmmmmmmmmmmmmmuhyhdhjkdgfdgfhggh sorry but thats how pointless this feels not just this everything I guess I'm totally just rambing I want something back I just don't know what probably Brittany or Stephen or Shelby or Ashley(PRE~PaNdA) or being younger possibly a specific moment from all those friendships and loyalties I miss so much I don't really know, to all the people I love ,I'll never stop.not that I know that for sure but I'm pretty certain right now so we'll go with that
Guess the Quotes:
~*Janelle*~
"37......!!!"
"I'd have a share in that curse same as you"
It is like the 7th day of school and I'm ready for summer and so ready to sleep but,it probably won't come that fast considering "time flies when you're having fun" and I'm not, I feel like everyone I'm around doesn't want me there and laughs at how stupid I am to stay . I really didn't think Britt leaving would have this much effect on my life , I expected change but, not in every aspect or in all it's form. I think alot of the people that I surrounded myself with were mean spirited and negative and I feel like I was like that but,now my guard is down and no one will even be nice to me who they used to sit and joke around with I don't know I'm just so over being mean about everything I love people and all the beauty and knowledge a new person can bring to your life as stupid as that sounds most people would know what I mean by that. I think notebooks and diaries and paper scraps have been my euphoria for to long. I need to get out but, I really don't want to as lame as that sounds I just wish I had all the friends I ever felt genuwine love for ,ever were in a room and I'd just be there and not want anything else this whole entry is stupid it's just my fingers falling on keys mmmmmmmmmmmmmmuhyhdhjkdgfdgfhggh sorry but thats how pointless this feels not just this everything I guess I'm totally just rambing I want something back I just don't know what probably Brittany or Stephen or Shelby or Ashley(PRE~PaNdA) or being younger possibly a specific moment from all those friendships and loyalties I miss so much I don't really know, to all the people I love ,I'll never stop.not that I know that for sure but I'm pretty certain right now so we'll go with that
Guess the Quotes:
~*Janelle*~
"37......!!!"
"I'd have a share in that curse same as you"