Just the one.

We have a checklist for what I am to do is she physically attacks me. Because if we both end up at karaoke tonight she may want to talk to me about why I suddenly hate her (which is preposterous. I've disliked her for awhile it's only been the last few weeks that I've stopped making an effort to seem like everything's okay) and if I ( Read more... )

Okay, so you know how when you were little boys would pick on you by say teasing you, or pushing you down, or pulling your hair? And adults would always say that they did that because they liked you?

Well, I am having a similar problem.

My ex-fuck buddy (we haven't had real sex in over a month and the last time he tected me was for phone sex) who is ( Read more... )

So I have to cancel my hanging out doing whatever with party boy.

I talked to the person in the cast who knows him. I didn't tell her he had called, I just asked what she knew/thought.

She proceeded to inform me that he is a sweet guy, really, really nice. But he has a psycho ex who is, well, psycho.

And a kid. He also has a kid.

"You're, what, ( Read more... )

On good terms with rat bastard again.

Told him to sod off the other night and, to my surprise, he did.

Then last night he asked if I was up for talking, said yes, and forgave him after rubbing in how much he had pisses me off. I think the hight point of that was denouncing his 'I was being...honest" statement by explaining how he had not been honest ( Read more... )

As a child, society always told me that. It also told me that I cannot say everything that I think. That I must not say things which can be harmful to others. To follow the rule of 'if you can't say anything nice...'

Well, what if not-nice things are the truth? Which rule do I follow?

For the better part of my life. I have kept many things I have ( Read more... )

After having a good long think last night about present and past shit that kept me awake much longer than I intended, I woke up with a new outlook.

My happy-glow of utter joy and bliss, of feeling like nothing can hurt me because I have this shield of untouchable confidence and happy is gone. But I am not letting that get me down.

I got a new dress ( Read more... )