"you're a mean girl, you're a BITCH!"
I think i've become mean... whats even worse is that I think I'm ok with it.
This was perplexing to me, but after a long conversation with Lisa I think i figured it out.
Start:
I'm bitter and I don't know why, last year I suppose I was kinda mean too, but mainly in a way that was purely joking and would make people laugh. I would think about what I just said and find humor, but now I'm mean and I just think... "huh". I don't think anyone deserves this kind of treatment especially the people I call my friends. I think I just used to see the lines clearer, but now, it's like everyone is playing for every team, or side, or army. The good have mixed with the bad to assist in their own endeavors. I think the reason I'm being mean is because I'm trying to keep the balance and THAT'S what is tripping me up. I'm being mean to the good people when they are the ones doing the bad.
Finish!
Being mean isn't going to help the mean...two wrongs don't make a right. You cannot fight fire with fire all the time. I figured it out... I gotta change back.
I think I need to start going to Church again... i miss it.
This was perplexing to me, but after a long conversation with Lisa I think i figured it out.
Start:
I'm bitter and I don't know why, last year I suppose I was kinda mean too, but mainly in a way that was purely joking and would make people laugh. I would think about what I just said and find humor, but now I'm mean and I just think... "huh". I don't think anyone deserves this kind of treatment especially the people I call my friends. I think I just used to see the lines clearer, but now, it's like everyone is playing for every team, or side, or army. The good have mixed with the bad to assist in their own endeavors. I think the reason I'm being mean is because I'm trying to keep the balance and THAT'S what is tripping me up. I'm being mean to the good people when they are the ones doing the bad.
Finish!
Being mean isn't going to help the mean...two wrongs don't make a right. You cannot fight fire with fire all the time. I figured it out... I gotta change back.
I think I need to start going to Church again... i miss it.