WRONG.

the past is one deep mother of a bitch.

fuck fuck mother fuck. oh how the tables can turn, and turn they shall. he shall take away.

i hate how finals make me so unhealthy. lack of sleep, nutrition, exercise. polluting my body with caffeine, and fast food. and also hygiene drops from 2 showers a day to a shower every 1.5days? Fuck, I hate spending 15+hrs at the library a day during dead week and finals week. Seriously, what is wrong with me. Gotta do what you gotta do. ( Read more... )

These 16hour weekdays are really draining. I'm seriously never get to be home. I stop in for five min. maybe once or twice a day to pick up/drop off things, other than that, I'm doing something or on my way to it. I don't think I've sat on my couch yet for more than 5min. I mean, I enjoy being productive and accomplishing what I do in my day ( Read more... )

i miss her so much. i know that even if she was home i couldnt see her right now, but she jsut feels so much farther away right now. i know these feelings i have, a mix of jealousy and selfishness. its hard to keep feelings in. i know we're supposed to talk and have no secrets, but i dont want to ruin or hinder her fun ( Read more... )

so krytsal came down from sf and stayed w/ me for 3 days. sooo much fun, kind of scarey. so she just left and now im really bored. blah.

so im back from my roadtrip up north. i went with alex and jen and we all stayed at krystal's house. it was so much fun. so originally i was supposed to go, then something came up and i couldnt go. funny thing, because krystal got all sad, and then my thing changed so i could go. so jen and alex came to get me and we left for nor cal and i ( Read more... )

so as i sit in the living room at 3:15am, i realize what a wonderful moment this is for me. so imagine this ( Read more... )

running off of lattes, rock star energy drinks, and nicotine. no rest for the wicked.