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i miss her so much. i know that even if she was home i couldnt see her right now, but she jsut feels so much farther away right now. i know these feelings i have, a mix of jealousy and selfishness. its hard to keep feelings in. i know we're supposed to talk and have no secrets, but i dont want to ruin or hinder her fun.
so my internship is amazing. they're sending me to a HR seminar for prosesssionals next week, hopfully i can get some contacts there and start moving up the ladder. i dont regret my college experience, i wouldn't change it for the world, but one thing i do wish was that my major was a bigger assistance towards my career goals. but i guess life is working with wahwt you're given, and after school college i just see anxienty, nervosness, and excitement.
ive been sick for the past week, i really have been feeling like shit, im excited to play soccer on sasturday, but rembering how i felt after last game im not so stoked. being sore while misrable sick makes..makes me feel shitty.
so much going on in my head about next school year. about the house, the street, the roommates, the classes, the jobs, the freetime, the friends, the trips. overwhelming.
so my internship is amazing. they're sending me to a HR seminar for prosesssionals next week, hopfully i can get some contacts there and start moving up the ladder. i dont regret my college experience, i wouldn't change it for the world, but one thing i do wish was that my major was a bigger assistance towards my career goals. but i guess life is working with wahwt you're given, and after school college i just see anxienty, nervosness, and excitement.
ive been sick for the past week, i really have been feeling like shit, im excited to play soccer on sasturday, but rembering how i felt after last game im not so stoked. being sore while misrable sick makes..makes me feel shitty.
so much going on in my head about next school year. about the house, the street, the roommates, the classes, the jobs, the freetime, the friends, the trips. overwhelming.